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Abby Anderson ([personal profile] armd) wrote in [community profile] deercountry2021-09-16 09:00 pm

this is not my beautiful house (closed)

Who: Abby, Lev, Clarisse and Bella (plus others? perhaps guests)
What: Settling in! Catch-all for house shenanigans
When: Month of September
Where: At the team's joint abode, located in Ache

Content Warnings: Will update as needed


laruetheday: which is saying something. (i'm a trash bag from arizona.)

[personal profile] laruetheday 2021-09-20 01:55 am (UTC)(link)
Cool. Glad you think this is so funny.

[ Is her amnesia a joke to you?! But Clarisse is just rolling her eyes, not summoning more dead soldiers to harrass her, so let's call it a win. Besides, she's too busy being relieved that little bits of memory are returning, even if they are patchwork. ]

Tell me something else. Maybe I'll remember it.
laruetheday: where they belong. (keep your tears in your eyes.)

[personal profile] laruetheday 2021-09-23 01:41 am (UTC)(link)
[ The tips of Clarisse's ears go red at the sheer audacity of this girl. She does remember being depressed about the gym collapsing, which makes the rest of Abby's story possible, but... no. No. She would never lose at arm wrestling. Or cry about it if she did, which she wouldn't. ]

Bullshit!
laruetheday: love to be a part of one someday. (i love inside jokes.)

[personal profile] laruetheday 2021-09-29 09:56 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Clarisse gives her a slightly suspicious look, waiting for Abby to follow up with another jab, but she doesn't. The compliment mollifies her... somewhat. ]

You're an idiot to wrestle a child of Ares. [ Arm wrestling or otherwise!!! ]
laruetheday: (i told you not to conjure anything!)

[personal profile] laruetheday 2021-10-05 01:51 am (UTC)(link)
[ Clarisse looks down at her arm for a couple seconds before punching Abby back. It... seems like the thing to do? She's distracted, though, trying to remember "the house". She thinks she can. Maybe. She has a vague memory of being on some couch in the middle of the night, lights on, arguing with people. Sounds like her. Also the yard, covered in mist, with a tree out back. ]

I... Nico. [ She sounds a little hesitant, but Nico is at least somewhat familiar, and once she says his name out loud it's almost a relief. Nico is weird, but useful. He was going to show her how to do... something important. ] Is he here?
laruetheday: i'm gonna have to be a robber. (i'm never gonna be a cop.)

[personal profile] laruetheday 2021-10-11 01:58 am (UTC)(link)
Oh.

[ There's a strange expression on Clarisse's face. She's not sure why hearing that Nico is gone is making her feel this way—annoyed and guilty and a little bit regretful, too. ]

He was going to show me how to summon the dead. To talk to them. [ Not dead soldiers, it's pretty clear by her tone. She and Nico were evidently up to some secret bullshit before he disappeared. ]
laruetheday: robins @ insanejournal (they pick on you? can you introduce me?)

[personal profile] laruetheday 2021-10-17 03:02 am (UTC)(link)
I don't know. He said anybody could, but we never got to try it.

[ Anyway, it probably would have ended up a useless project. It's not like they could have brought back anyone who actually mattered to either of them. It would have been Clarisse trying to summon some old ghost from the Deerington cemetery while Nico judged her technique. ]
laruetheday: (everything i have i owe to this face.)

ota

[personal profile] laruetheday 2021-09-24 01:10 am (UTC)(link)
[ It's late. Three in the morning, four? The house is dark, quiet aside from the wind outside and the odd creaking as a board settles.

A door clicks open and Clarisse walks into the room, in her usual PJs—a t-shirt, basketball shorts. Tonight she also has on a pair of white socks, because Bella's feet make hers feel cold sometimes, and she's problem solving, okay. Anyway, she crosses the room and leans over the person sleeping in the bed, then places a hand on their shoulder in a way that's surprisingly gentle, given the person who's doing it. ]


Wake up. You're having a nightmare.
laruetheday: (horizons are dumb.)

[personal profile] laruetheday 2021-09-25 01:29 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah, well, it woke me up.

[ Not that Abby was making noise in her sleep, at least not enough to wake Clarisse on the floor above her. She woke up on her own, sweaty and terrified for no good reason, and had left her bed only to make the feeling stop so she could go back to sleep. She's tired and trying not to feel sympathy for Abby, and it's only half working. ]

You good? [ she asks after just a few seconds too long have ticked by. It's stilted and awkward sounding, and Clarisse's arms cross over her chest, not in direct response to Abby touching her but as a sort of afterthought. Then again, it can get chilly in the house at night, with all the rain this month. ]
laruetheday: and that i never did laundry. (i'm sorry i dragged you into this.)

[personal profile] laruetheday 2021-09-25 03:19 am (UTC)(link)
That's good.

[ Clarisse swallows a yawn and slouches forward a bit, unwilling to stand up and leave just yet. It feels bad—mean, to wake Abby up and then walk out right after, like Clarisse doesn't even care. She cares too much, is the problem. She wishes she cared less, and that her feelings weren't so hurt over something that Abby probably doesn't even know she did, and that she could shut them off the way she used to do at home, just go numb all over and not have to feel anything at all.

How is she the same person who'd get screamed at by a literal god and then just go on with her day as if nothing had happened? Or who watched the best person in her life die and then went back to camp and threw people in the lake and laughed and acted like everything was fine? What happened to her, what changed?

Unhappiness is rolling off her like a wave, and she tries to turn it off before it can get to Abby, she tries, but she has no idea whether it works at all. She hates it here, she hates her powers, she hates this.

Finally, just to have something else to say before she fucks off back to her own room where she can be depressed in peace (maybe), ]
What were you dreaming about? I have these fucked up nightmares sometimes where I'm trapped underground.
laruetheday: (i hate the wetlands.)

[personal profile] laruetheday 2021-09-30 03:16 am (UTC)(link)
Oh.

[ Right. Abby's dad. Clarisse doesn't know what happened to him, either, only that he died. She has no idea what it's like to mourn a parent, at least not in that way. The only thing she's ever mourned about her own father is the idea of him, and her mom... She has a single memory of that first night in the Ares cabin, being ten and lying in a bed that felt unfamiliar and strange, and crying into her pillow because it had suddenly occurred to her that she might never see her mom again—but then one of the older boys had heard it and told her to shut up or he'd make her, so she had.

Her shoulders tense, and she doesn't let herself look up. She should've just let Abby have her nightmare and pretended not to notice. ]
Why wouldn't I be? Shouldn't I be asking you that?
laruetheday: (ugh. even your nightmares are boring.)

[personal profile] laruetheday 2021-10-04 01:57 am (UTC)(link)
It is what it is.

[ She can't control whose feelings are going to hit her without warning like a punch to the chest, or when, but Clarisse assumes this is going to be happening pretty frequently now. The middle of the night, everybody asleep, and Clarisse's stupid blood is going to laser focus on the strongest feeling it can, aka whoever is having the shittiest dream.

Abby touches her hand, and Clarisse goes still. ]


I'm not making this a contest, Abby.
laruetheday: (what a stupid age i am!)

[personal profile] laruetheday 2021-10-05 02:49 am (UTC)(link)
[ Clarisse finally raises her head and looks at Abby, taking in the hurt, bewildered expression on her face. Abby doesn't know what's wrong, and Clarisse hasn't told her. This would be the perfect opportunity to talk to her. Maybe they could go for a walk or something. Clarisse has been doing it often enough, when she feels too restless and the moon won't let her sleep.

For a couple seconds she's tempted to ask, and to let that weight slip off her shoulders and simply move forward from it, but she lets the silence drag on for too long, and then the moment passes. No matter how much she wants to, she can't be the person who backs down first. It eats at her, the shame of knowing that, but she'll let herself get eaten alive before she gives in. She's always been this way, exactly like the stupid scorpion who stings the frog and dooms itself to drowning, and the whole time she's watching herself do it. ]


Right, [ she mutters, standing up from the bed and moving toward the door. She pauses before crossing the threshold, one hand resting on the doorframe, not sure how to end this. ] See you later, [ is what she settles on, quiet, before walking away. ]
kroenleinia: ([neutral] awkward moments)

[personal profile] kroenleinia 2021-09-26 12:35 am (UTC)(link)
[Being pale white and ice cold all the time had absolutely taken some getting used to, but Bella doesn't miss having to layer up a million sweaters every time she goes out. She's gotten a few papercuts and...yeah, the blue blood is weird, but she's trying not to think about it.

The omens were...easier for her. Her own, a big, horned, fanged black sheep named Mephistopheles, is shockingly helpful. Like now, when he nudges the door open, holding a bag of groceries in his mouth, and only pauses a moment to sniff disdainfully at Abby wrestling on the floor, before trotting to the kitchen.

Bella is slightly more helpful. Slightly.
] ...what, uh. What are you guys doing?
kroenleinia: ([neutral] dad i stg)

[personal profile] kroenleinia 2021-09-30 02:23 am (UTC)(link)
[Bella lets out a startled snort of laughter, which is at least more stifled than Mephistopheles, who baa's in amusement all the way to the kitchen. She steps forward, a little awkwardly, because Medea is...really big and toothy.]

Do you, uh. Need...help? [Yes, because stick bug Swan here is gonna help.]
kroenleinia: ([down] what are you even saying)

[personal profile] kroenleinia 2021-10-04 11:47 pm (UTC)(link)
[Bella gives Medea's super sharp and pointy teeth a dubious look, but she'll hurry over and crouch down to verrrryyy carefully peel the slobbery jerky package out of the pried-open jaws.]

Are you...sure you still want this? [And yes, Mephistopheles is looming in the doorway with a bag of bell peppers in his mouth, glowering judgementally.]
kroenleinia: ([neutral] just reading; u know how i be)

[personal profile] kroenleinia 2021-10-10 04:22 am (UTC)(link)
[Bella holds her hands up in defensive apology towards Medea, wincing.] Sorry, sorry, but Abby's right. If you swallow all that plastic it...definitely won't agree with you. [Unless Omens don't really have digestive systems?? Bella isn't totally positive on the rules of all that.

The jerky treaty achieved, Mephistopheles deigns to reappear, trotting lightly across the floor and giving Medea a disdainful sniff. He has an apple in his mouth, and he settles down beside Bella, delicately holding it between his hooves and nibbling at it.
]

Where'd you even get a package of jerky, anyways? [And what...meat is it made out of?]
kroenleinia: ([down] what are you even saying)

[personal profile] kroenleinia 2021-10-15 02:55 am (UTC)(link)
[Bella wrinkles her nose, disguising it as a cough and shakes her head.] I'm good, I had, uh. Something at the market. Thanks.

Does...jerky expire? [Deerington was months ago, after all. Please don't get dysentery or something, Abby, she's not equipped to deal with that.]
kroenleinia: ([neutral] just reading; u know how i be)

[personal profile] kroenleinia 2021-10-20 02:48 am (UTC)(link)
Huh. [Granted, Bella is extremely...not outdoorsy. At all. She is very much an indoor girl.] That...yeah, I could see him knowing how to do all that. Probably super useful to know, especially with us...jumping dimensions and all that.
kroenleinia: ([up] sweet girl)

[personal profile] kroenleinia 2021-10-24 05:02 am (UTC)(link)
I won't say a word. [Bella's smiling, though, soft in spite of herself.] I'm really glad you two have each other.