hauntedsavior: (in a dying sun)
Anna Amarande ([personal profile] hauntedsavior) wrote in [community profile] deercountry 2022-05-18 06:33 pm (UTC)

I didn't know that it was so hard to figure out.

[she's not trying to put sayo down or anything. she just... it feels easy to think of the answer—or at least it does at first, but then putting it down into the right words, that's always the hard part.]

I felt like we connected at the party, and the next time we talked, I just... showed you how much I didn't really understand about you at all. And I could tell that that hurt you. And on top of all that, Ange is a friend, and I know that she's hurting a lot, too. So yeah, I'm partially listening because of her. But really, I'm listening because I want to know more about you. I don't want to get the wrong idea of who you are as a person.

[she feels. embarrassed, maybe, to admit this. her brow furrows and she looks down at her glass like it's going to provide the right answers to her.]

And... just from everything you've said so far, there's a part of me that knows it would've done the same thing that you ended up doing. Just to make other people feel the same pain you're feeling.

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