Anna Amarande (
hauntedsavior) wrote in
deercountry2022-05-07 10:53 am
you can keep on getting better [open]
Who: Anna Amarande and you!
What: May catchall
When: May
Where: A bar in Cellar Door, other locations to come
Content Warnings: Light alcohol use, conversations about humanity and murder, blood, vampirism
a. if you want, you can buy yourself a drink [at the bar]
[anna's made plans with a couple people to hang out this month. it's not a tense environment at all, and sometimes she can even be seen on the tiny little stage playing some chilled out bass grooves for the patrons. no concrete songs, really, mostly just improv for vibes. when she's not on stage, and most of the time she's not, she's nestled herself down into a booth down near the end. it's quiet, well-lit but not obtrusively so. people around here know her and know that that's basically her seat, so any conversations that happen there are as private as they're gonna get.]
[she's expecting a few people to show up as she nurses a beer that's so weak she might as well not be drinking anything at all. probably for the best that she's sober for these talks, whatever they end up bringing with them.]
Hey. Glad you could make it. [she tilts her drink at her guest.]
b. no you'll never drink like me [for kainé]
[there's always been a few problems with going out and hunting beasts, no matter how confident and comfortable it makes anna feel. no matter how many lives she saves, she's always putting herself at risk of corruption or injury or beasthood or all three, and one of these days it's gonna sneak up on her. all at once, extremely loudly and incredibly close.]
[anyway, when she comes back home this time, it's clear that she's been in better shape. she limps her way into the house, and she's at least cognizant enough to fix her roommate/girlfriend with a sheepish little look as she holds her side. the cloth there isn't dripping yet, but it's clear that it didn't start as red as it is now.]
Motherfucker out there got the best of me. [she's talking like she's not in pain, or like she's trying very hard to pretend she isn't.] I think I stopped most of the bleeding myself. Don't suppose we've got anything here that can help seal it up before I go to the doctor?
What: May catchall
When: May
Where: A bar in Cellar Door, other locations to come
Content Warnings: Light alcohol use, conversations about humanity and murder, blood, vampirism
a. if you want, you can buy yourself a drink [at the bar]
[anna's made plans with a couple people to hang out this month. it's not a tense environment at all, and sometimes she can even be seen on the tiny little stage playing some chilled out bass grooves for the patrons. no concrete songs, really, mostly just improv for vibes. when she's not on stage, and most of the time she's not, she's nestled herself down into a booth down near the end. it's quiet, well-lit but not obtrusively so. people around here know her and know that that's basically her seat, so any conversations that happen there are as private as they're gonna get.]
[she's expecting a few people to show up as she nurses a beer that's so weak she might as well not be drinking anything at all. probably for the best that she's sober for these talks, whatever they end up bringing with them.]
Hey. Glad you could make it. [she tilts her drink at her guest.]
b. no you'll never drink like me [for kainé]
[there's always been a few problems with going out and hunting beasts, no matter how confident and comfortable it makes anna feel. no matter how many lives she saves, she's always putting herself at risk of corruption or injury or beasthood or all three, and one of these days it's gonna sneak up on her. all at once, extremely loudly and incredibly close.]
[anyway, when she comes back home this time, it's clear that she's been in better shape. she limps her way into the house, and she's at least cognizant enough to fix her roommate/girlfriend with a sheepish little look as she holds her side. the cloth there isn't dripping yet, but it's clear that it didn't start as red as it is now.]
Motherfucker out there got the best of me. [she's talking like she's not in pain, or like she's trying very hard to pretend she isn't.] I think I stopped most of the bleeding myself. Don't suppose we've got anything here that can help seal it up before I go to the doctor?

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Glad to have made it.
[That's not always something you can count on in Trench.]
How have you been? No more stew incidents, I hope?
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Nope, nothing since then. K was actually pretty pissed at me for it, so I'm trying to get better at not wasting food. [that she's doing it by practicing cooking on a gamer who moved in nearby is not immediately relevant.] How 'bout you, anything interesting going on since the party? Anything particularly, I don't know, angelic?
[she's not gonna force him to talk, but she can't let it go unstated.]
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Is this a theological discussion?
[He knows perfectly well it is not, except possibly in some of the more hedonistic esoteric sects. He rolls his glass between his palms, straightening up as he does so.]
If anything interesting was happening, it wouldn't be very honorable to talk about it, would it?
[So: yes. (Little does Paul know that somewhere, an angel is thinking about what an idiot he is.)]
Do you come here often?
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Could be theological. Could bust into a conversation about the gods that I definitely wasn't sober enough for at the party.
[but she'd rather not, or at least not quite yet, and she's learned all she thinks she'll get for now anyway.]
But, like, yeah, this place is kind of my regular haunt. I live real close, so it's easy to just bring my bass down and play whenever I'm feeling it. Actually, like, the first time I came here I had a really good talk with Teacher. Guess that's what cemented this place as my talkin' spot, too. [god, she sounds so stupid saying that last part. but it's already out of her mouth before she can stop it.]
Nobody should give you any shit for not being old enough. When they see me with guests, they usually leave me alone.
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cw 1940s germany/the holocaust
cw 1940s germany/the holocaust
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drinx
It earns him, at most, a raised eyebrow, and then less of one when he asks for just some water at the bar. When he sits opposite Anna with his cup of water and permanently ink-stained hands to complete the "nerd loose in the bar" look, he is - pretty upbeat, actually.
It's the novelty. Most things that aren't libraries are still pleasantly novel to him.]
Hi. This is nice; just dark enough. [this is a genuine compliment, he's all for the understated vibes.] How are you? As good as can be around here, I hope?
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Not bad, yeah. Definitely prefer meeting here instead of out on the island of crabs that eat people. [she takes another sip of her drink; it's not much better the second time, but oh well. she lays down her arms on the table when she's done, incidentally showing a pattern of notes on a piano roll etched into the metal of her right forearm.]
How about you? I know I brought my note-taking vibes. [she taps the domed surface of her omni, sitting on the table next to her, so it can project a keyboard and screen.] So I'm ready to get into catching up on stuff if you're in the mood.
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I've been well, honestly. [Did he spend a day weeping involuntarily on his bathroom floor because he dared to look in a mirror in his own home? Yes. But nobody died, so, pros outweigh cons. Things have been decent.] And I am always in the note-taking-slash-sharing mood, so please- let's. But first—
[A nod, down at her arm,] You got it done; what is it of?
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cw climate change bleakness + fatalism
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dr(a)nks
[Faith sits down next to Anna, a joking tilt to her lips. She knows for a fact that she does, and that this is her favourite spot, but who cares. She drops down in the booth, sitting opposite Anna.
She doesn't have a drink in her hand yet. She's not getting drunk as often as she did when she was a teenager, which is maybe a concerning thing to think, but she'll probably get something depending on how this goes.]
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Want me to get you something, or are you holding back? Not that this piss'll get you drunk anytime soon.
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[She's done her Slayer work drunk before. Another thing the old Faith would have done without a second thought. Another stupid careless mistake that could have gotten so many people killed.
But when she says hunt she really means just patrol around Prufrock and then watch Ghostbusters with Tara at 4 o'clock in the morning.]
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cw for mention of flaying, suicidal ideation
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On the stage
Play Free Bird next!
Free Bird, Free Bird, Free Bird!
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Don't know how you know this one, but give it up for little miss Ruby Rose for trying to catch me out. Come on up, Rubes. Think we should give you the honor of singing a little Skynyrd.
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...She has to say there is a sense of betrayal at being called out like this even if she had just finished calling Anna out first.]
There are a lot of songs on the Omni- It was the same way in the dream.
[And she gets up to her feet and moves to join Anna on stage. It... Well it reminds her of something she did with a friend a couple years ago. It feels nice to do it again.]
Fine fine, as long as you don't twist my arm or anything. I'm fragile, you know?
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After all, she's not exactly one for social situations. Hanging out with friends? Sure, she enjoys that. Hanging out at a crowded bar?
.. maybe not so much. But it's not like Ange is totally going to ignore Anna's performances, even if it means having to survive inside of a place with - gasp!! - actual strangers for a little while. You have to make a few sacrifices here and there for friendship, right. And it's not so bad when she can sit in the back in a booth where no one else but Anna is going to show up. It means not having to deal with annoying people. ]
You say that as if I ever don't.
[ Okay, maybe Ange isn't at every single performance Anna has ever done - but she tries! Although there has been a noticeable chunk of time around the middle of March to the start of April where she suddenly didn't show up for a single one..
But it doesn't seem like Ange is addressing that, especially not with the joke she just made. Instead she's just sitting down. ]
I'm not too late, am I?
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Nope, not yet. I still have, like, 20 until I have to get ready. Trying out some atmospheric stuff tonight, just improvising something cool that puts everyone in a good mood. [she can't guess whether that's important to ange right now, but it can't be a bad thing, right?]
Your girlfriend came by recently. Tried to trip me up with "Free Bird".
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[ Even if it doesn't exactly show a whole ton on Ange's face - just because it stays in its default expression by default at this point - it's definitely said with all the love in the world residing right in her heart. Ange loves Ruby's dumb little actions, and she can already imagine the girl standing in the crowd, just yelling at Anna mid-performance like social norms just don't exist.
What a dumb, amazing girl.
Ange shakes her head though, trying to drag her thoughts away from that girl and towards the one sitting here with her. ]
It's good though. What you're doing here, I mean. [ Especially since Anna is framing it so specifically as trying to help put people in a good mood. It's just one of those things they share - trying to go around and do good, even if they might not seem like it when you'd have a first impression of either Ange or Anna. ] I feel like last month was probably pretty hard on some people.
[ Especially since Ange has some first hand experience with having seen people getting corrupted into beasts due to the month's special effects. That can't have been fun for them. ]
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cw: talk of dead family, past child abuse and suicidal ideation
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cw: anxiety symptoms bordering on a panic attack
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[When Anna had first messaged Sayo, she had been- well, not fine, Sayo has never been "okay" in recent memory, but she'd been at least something approaching stable. A goal she could work toward, a class she had to teach, a tournament to prepare for... all guiding Sayo, letting her stumble toward something that she could tentatively call a life of her own.
And then Battler arrived, and it all came tumbling down.
Sayo had only managed to drag herself into the bar because the small part of her that had internalized how to keep herself from plummeting into the abyss (and to ignore all the instincts that said to let go of the ledge) knew that getting herself out of the house and talking to an adult—technically speaking Sayo was nineteen years old but she sure didn't feel like that right now—would help.
So here she is, miserably sliding into the booth and looking like absolute shit. Her eyes are even still red from crying.]
...hey, Anna.
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[that was the plan at first. but anna's no fool, and she can see that sayo's been crying, and it hits her in her heart. she's immediately in concern mode beyond anything else.]
Sayo. You doing okay? [that's the problem, though. that's not what she should be asking.] You were crying. Wanna talk about it?
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[Sayo wipes her eyes again, ineffectually, and glares at Anna, also ineffectually given how defeated she looks... then sighs and practically deflates, almost sinking beneath the table.]
S- Sorry... I know that isn't fair.
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cw: talk of wwii, neglect, incest, rape
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cw: talk of infanticide, genital mutilation
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[She winked over at Anna. Never you mind that the list of her friends was never very high to begin with. But still, she appreciated getting some time to spend with her. Socializing, as opposed to commiserating with someone after a rough month? That was something she needed to do more often.
She settled in and crossed her legs, setting her umbrella on the chair back with its hook and typing away.]
You're looking a little better.
How's the day treating you?
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[she still had a little bit of sweat on her brow from the stage lights, but she was smiling, feeling pretty incredible all told. it was the endorphin rush of a successful performance, even if it was just sitting around playing some gentle grooves to create a vibe.]
Went out with Ruby to get etched the other day. Mostly trying to keep my head up. It's easier with the sunlight and, you know, good friends. Good friends and shitty beer. How about you?
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I'm soldiering through alright.
I think I keep doing this knuckle down thing a little too much.
It's real easy to feel like you've got a nose to a grindstone.
So, like you said, good friends. Shitty beer.
Makes it worth beating up monsters all day, heh.
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B.
Wh— [ Right away she's lifting Anna's arm up over her shoulders guiding her into the den and towards the couch. ] What the fuck happened!? Goddammit...!
[ They've seen each other hurt before, during the hunts together. During the battle with Leviathan, she got speared right through, leaving poor Anna to fret and worry over her. But... somehow it's different when she wasn't there. Wasn't able to help her, to prevent it.
She lowers Anna onto the couch. ]
Keep holding that there! I'll get bandages.
[ There's a desperation in her voice, and in a moment she's already rushing to the medicine cabinet. ]
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Got it. [she says it softly, but not necessarily weakly.] It's not as bad as it looks, okay? I got here safe, didn't I?
[she did not get here safe, she got here with a wound in her side. she should be smarter than this. she's trying to downplay it, though, perhaps unsurprisingly—no reason to worry k or anything. she doesn't want to be a burden.]
cw: robot gore
But she knows that she would protect Anna to her dying breath, will fight for her until the sun burns out, and she's just barely self aware enough to see the same self denying tendencies in her, and get pissed off by them.
Kainé soon emerges from the bathroom with a roll of bandages, striding over to the sofa with as much calm as she can manage, which still looks tense and pissed off. ]
Hold still.
[ The edge in Kainé's voice cannot conceal her worry. She rolls Anna over onto her side, takes her hand off from her side. She lifts up her coat and shirt revealing the hard but flexible metal chassis, gouged open by the claw of something that she wants to stomp into paste if it isn't already dead at Anna's hand. Bleeding from torn fibers of dense synthetic muscle, human and mechanical blood vessels ruptured. It doesn't look like a severe wound, Kainé thinks, but it's so hard to tell.
For now, she doesn't have the time to disinfect the wound. Hopefully that won't even be a factor with what she's about to do. She works fast, having had to wrap her own tainted limbs more often than she can count, using one hand to lift Anna slightly with her terrific strength and deftly wrapping her torso with gauze, grunting when she sets her back down. The bleeding slowed enough that only a bit of corrupting blood got onto the floor. A manageable level of pollution, easy enough to ward off with incense. ]
Does it hurt?
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