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Dabi (荼毘) ([personal profile] burnitblack) wrote in [community profile] deercountry2022-05-23 07:38 pm

[Open] 🚬 June Flames

Who: Dabi & others
What: June Catch-All
When: Various
Where: June

Content Warnings: Potential mentions of domestic/child abuse, potential mentions of murder, violence, adult language or subjects

Notes: General and specific starters will be below. More to come, including event prompts. Contact under cut.

If you want to hit me up for ideas on prompts or plots, feel free to comment on Dabi's CR plotting post or his Event plotting post (tbd), hit me up on my contacts – Plurk ([plurk.com profile] StarSeed69) / Discord (StarSeed#3572) – shoot me a PM, or drop an ooc comment down below, and we’ll hash it out. I'm down to write a unique starter for our threads if you prefer.

NOTE: I'll be with limited computer access the first week of June, and will get event prompts up when I return.
survivalthroughhate: ([TCW 12] Intense)

[personal profile] survivalthroughhate 2022-11-29 11:33 am (UTC)(link)
A dinosaur? Is that what I was?

[Maul reflects. He's read about them before in some books on Earth and its history but he hadn't realized that's what he'd turned into at the time. After all, it wasn't like there had been any fifty foot tall mirrors for him to look at himself in at the time.]

You have my thanks for watching out for me.

[He's not sure why Dabi would have done it, but whatever the reason, at least he'd eventually gotten Dino!Maul away from any people and off into the woods. That had likely saved a lot of lives, for the Carnotaurus would have continued his rampage until there was no one left to eat on the streets around him.]
survivalthroughhate: ([TCW 13] Disapproval)

[personal profile] survivalthroughhate 2022-11-30 10:32 am (UTC)(link)
[Maul frowns, trying to put together the disjointed fragments he has of memories after the dinosaur part of his brain had overwhelmed the rational side of it.]

Not much. After the instincts took over on the third day, everything becomes a bit fuzzy in recollection. I think there was something involving a large ape beast. And I do remember....attacking people. Did I eat any of them?

[He has a distinct feeling he might have. Ah well, if he did it really wasn't his fault this time. There was very little of Maul left by the time he'd started going on his rampage, so it wasn't like he consciously made the decision to start killing a bunch of people.]
survivalthroughhate: ([Comics 10] In a crowd)

cw: willingly eating of sentient species mentioned

[personal profile] survivalthroughhate 2022-12-05 09:04 am (UTC)(link)
[Fortunately, Maul is made of sterner stuff than that. Hearing what he did makes him close his eyes and take some deep breaths as he tries to center himself. This wasn't his fault and he makes sure to tell himself that as a mantra. He hadn't set out to eat people, it was only because the dinosaur instincts had overwhelmed his usual skills of reasoning.

Then he opens them back up and looks over at Dabi.]


It is not the first time I have eaten sentient species. Before, I just usually had more coherency while doing so.

[At first Maul did it because he was literally starving. There was no way to grow food on Lotho Minor and very little in the way of natural fauna to hunt for meat. Eating others who showed up on the planet was pure survival. Once his sanity began to deteriorate, it was all he could focus on or think about, that deep desire for enough food to keep himself alive.]
survivalthroughhate: ([TCW 44] Green mists)

cw: dissociation from reality mentioned

[personal profile] survivalthroughhate 2022-12-08 06:22 am (UTC)(link)
Hmmm, I don't remember if I ate any fellow Zabraks during that period of time but it's certainly possible. I did eat many other species though. I was broken in body and mind at the time, so I did what I needed to do as a matter of pure survival.

[Even so, Maul's thankful that his memory of that time is fragmented and fuzzy around the edges. He doesn't need to have perfect recall of those days when he'd slowly lost his grip on reality day-by-day until he couldn't even remember his own name.]

I would have gone on like that for the rest of my life had my brother not rescued me from that Force-forsaken planet.

[That one act meant Maul would forever defend Savage from anyone who wished him harm. His brother had come for him, sent by his mother when no one else cared about him any longer. He was just some forgotten legend in the galaxy until he was able to be restored to full body and mind.]
survivalthroughhate: ([TPM 1] Talking Close-up)

[personal profile] survivalthroughhate 2022-12-09 09:59 am (UTC)(link)
[Maul laughs a little bitterly.]

Oh, you have no idea.

[He'd sacrificed most of his sanity to keep the still-organic portion of his body alive. He'd been worse off than an animal by the time Savage rescued him, for all animals cared about was survival, while deep within Maul there still was the conscious desire for revenge against those who had wronged him.

Maul looks towards Dabi when he asks his questions. The man is hard to look at sometimes with his extreme and grisly looks. Maul's seen worse but it still doesn't make it easy sometimes when he's near the firestarter.]


Yes. One of four. Two by blood and one by ties as strong as any blood relation. Two of them are here. Savage and Wesker. My youngest brother Feral is still dead.

['Still' implying at least one of the other two died at least once before and been revived. Dabi's gotten Maul on one of the few subjects he's willing to talk a lot about.]

You'll recognize them both if you see them. Savage is a Zabrak like me with yellow skin, black tattoos, and golden eyes. Wesker looks somewhat human until you get closer to him. His red eyes are more feline-like than anything else and he keeps them hidden with sunglasses most of the time.
survivalthroughhate: ([Comics 13] Contemplative)

[personal profile] survivalthroughhate 2022-12-10 06:32 am (UTC)(link)
Of course. [One of those names is definitely not like the other and lends itself to an easy answer on which one is adopted in Maul's family.] Nightkin value daughters more than sons, which is why I think my mother kept trying for more.

[Still, Maul knows his mother loved him dearly, enough to buck several important Nightsister traditions such as choosing to raise her sons herself, and so he can't hate her for that. Besides, there's other things she did which make him feel a little resentful. As with most people in his life, Maul's relationship with his mother is very complicated.]

The latter. Both Savage and Wesker have died or will die back in their universes of origin but both are alive here again. It gives me hope my youngest brother will make his way here again someday. [He knows that Savage will be even more pleased than he will if that eventually happens. Maul hopes someday his entire family will be reunited here in Trench.]

Blonde hair, wears a lot of black and a long coat, deep growling voice, can move faster than most humanoid's eyes can follow and punch hard enough to go straight through a man's chest.

[Once again, one of those descriptors is not like the others.]
survivalthroughhate: ([Comics 14] Defiance)

[personal profile] survivalthroughhate 2022-12-11 07:16 am (UTC)(link)
It is where I come from. Strong women rule all over the galaxy. [Which is why Maul respects the hell out of women who can kick his ass, of which there are a number here in Trench.]

It's one of the reasons I have no desire to leave this place. I don't want to go back to the galaxy without my brother alive. [Maul and Savage are woefully codependent on each other, Maul extremely overprotective of his little brother while he sought to make sure he was happy and Savage dead-set on helping Maul achieve his goals while helping his brother learn to love again.]

He's family. He deserves to be with people who care about him instead of having died without honor on Dathomir. [He won't ever mention to people it was Savage who had killed Feral in a brainwashed state. That's his brother's secret to tell if he ever wants to entrust it to people.]
survivalthroughhate: ([Comics 29] Intrigued)

[personal profile] survivalthroughhate 2022-12-13 08:19 am (UTC)(link)
None. I've seen my future and it holds nothing but a life of pain and loneliness before I eventually try to find a way to end it by either killing one of my oldest foes or dying myself.

[Maul knows he won't receive the same chances in his own galaxy as he will here. Better to remain and keep striving to become a better person than to return to a place which has only ever brought him misery.]

It would still be worth it. My family means everything to me.

[Maul will kill and do far worse when it comes to protecting his family and make sure of their happiness. That is something that has always been a part of himself ever since he was a child and protecting Savage on Dathomir when his younger brother had been born sickly.

At the question, Maul ticks off the amount of times on his clawed fingers, slowly counting them down.]


Three times in Deerington, once here, and once in the future back home.

[And since Dabi's been asking him questions about them, Maul grows curious and asks one of his own.]

Do you have any family here?
survivalthroughhate: ([Other 19] Madness)

[personal profile] survivalthroughhate 2022-12-16 09:44 am (UTC)(link)
It wasn't pleasant to learn but it's given me all the more motivation to want to stay here. [Things are never going to get any better for him in his own galaxy, so Maul's life is now focused on being here in Trench, and making a new start for himself. He's much happier and more content here than he ever was at home, so he knows he's made the right decision, even if he's had to forgo things like the revenge he's wanted desperately for so long.

It's a little hard to read emotion on a face that burnt up but Maul can feel what's going on beneath the surface when Dabi speaks. Looks like he's run into someone else who has a complicated relationship with their family. But really what else is new? If Maul had a coin for every time he met someone with an actual stable family background, he'd have about three coins.]


Killing's never pointless. Revenge against those that kill people I care about is always worth it. [Maul's always felt that way. He's never going to be able to just roll over and take it lying down. Always, there will be that eternal rage and fury within him that demands vengeance.] Besides, coming back isn't always a guarantee, so don't count on it happening every time.

[With that swell of negative emotions that's still coming from Dabi and the way he doesn't elaborate on the answer, Maul can guess a bit at what lies behind the words.]

I sense that might be a bit of a complicated relationship.
survivalthroughhate: ([TCW 12] Intense)

[personal profile] survivalthroughhate 2022-12-20 11:02 am (UTC)(link)
That's none of my business. If someone I care about leaves, I'll scream and rage about it, but at the end of the day there is nothing I can ultimately do to change it. [It would cause Maul untold amounts of pain to know someone he loved is no longer here with him but what else is new? His life has been full of it up until now, so a little more won't kill him.]

Revenge is about making someone suffer. No death here is ever going to be a pleasant or painless one. Therefore it's still worth it to watch someone be in agony. And if it takes killing them over and over again, making them watch their loved ones suffer while they're helpless to do anything, or breaking their spirit entirely to get my revenge, then that is just what I shall do. [Maul's thirst for revenge against those who he feels has wronged him is as much a part of him as the anger which has kept him going all this time. He's had years to think up ways to take it on people he thinks deserve it. Being here hasn't changed that one bit.]

Fathers always seem to do that. [Maul says sagely with a nod of his head. He knows his own could have given Dabi's a run for his money, thought at least Sidious never mutilated him the way that had happened to Dabi.] Why didn't you team up to kill him? That's a good way to bond with siblings you're not close to.

[It hadn't worked so well for Maul and Savage when they went up against Sidious. But that was just because Sidious severely outclassed both of them in power and skill. It still was the catalyst that allowed Maul to grow close to Savage in Deerington and Trench.]
survivalthroughhate: ([TCW 18] Confident)

[personal profile] survivalthroughhate 2022-12-29 10:56 am (UTC)(link)
I've experienced this time and again, both here and in Deerington. If I didn't grow used to it at some point, I'd start losing my mind. [It hurts to lose the ones Maul cares about but he's gotten a more Zen attitude about it these days. It helps to know they might not be gone forever. He's seen more than one person come back after being in the ocean or having been left in Deerington before. That hope and knowing they're not being sent to be tortured somewhere else makes him feel alright.]

There's something to be said for making one wish they were dead and then not granting them their request. Once they are dead, then it's just.....over. Pain that goes on and on and on can be quite delicious. [Of course, one ran the risk of their target managing to escape the prolonged torment or somehow finding the strength to rally against what was happening, as had happened with Kenobi on Mandalore, but sometimes the risks had to be taken in order to truly make someone suffer.

Maul snorts softly in something close to amusement but not quite. That is true. It's not like he knows anything like what a healthy relationship with a father looks like]


My relationship with him has always been extremely complicated. He is about as terrible as yours if not moreso. [He pauses.] Maybe it would be a tie between the two of them if it was a contest.

[Maul shakes his head, tutting softly. Famous last words right there.]

This place has a tendency to take absolutes and turn them on their heads. If he is a nightmare for you to handle, this place might create a facsimile of him or something similar for you to face. Do you think your brother would come to your aid if you were being terrorized by him again?
survivalthroughhate: ([Comics 18] Seeing red again)

[personal profile] survivalthroughhate 2022-12-31 01:33 am (UTC)(link)
They can be killed. It just usually takes the help of another Pthumerian. I helped Moon Presence to kill Mother Superior in the previous world, though she did most of the work.

[Still, it was immensely satisfying to take a piece out of the old harpy when he got the chance.]

I suppose we shall just have to agree to disagree. Not that it matters much. It took a long time but I gave up the main target of my revenge some time ago.

[Obi-Wan had always been the easier target and it took a long time for Maul to realized he focused on the man because the true desire to take revenge on his master was forever out of his reach. Maul was no longer fueled by revenge now. He had more important things to focus on.]

Duly noted.

[He had enough sense to back off the subject. He hadn't meant it to turn in the direction of a pissing contest anyway. He was just very bad at empathizing with people.]

Hmmm, no, not at all. It explains a lot really.

[Namely how the two of them had become so fucked up. Maul knew he would be very different had he not been raised by such a monster.]

Now now, there are worse things in the world than having a loyal sibling who will stand by you. Allies like that are hard to come by. Back in my own galaxy, it was one of the best things to ever happen to me.

[Maul would have never known what having love from an actual family was like as an adult had his brother not come to rescue him from Lotho Minor and take him home.]

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