[ she purses her lips and nods, although katherine isn't quite sure if she would know what 'okay' feels like. he's asking her questions that are making her think that maybe things aren't fine. ]
I don't feel dizzy or under the weather. [ she presses the back of her hand against her forehead and shakes her head. ] Don't think so.
[ to her credit, katherine does take a moment to consider his question and her answer. she remembers prague and virginia and bulgaria. she's been all over the map to possibly every single place in existence. ]
[ she looks at him like he's grown a second head. there definitely were deer! she thinks... ]
And the police. [ she clicks her fingers as if that's enough to summon the words she's forgotten back. but when it fails, she crosses her arms against her chest and scoffs. ] It was ridiculous.
[ katherine feels the need to prove that she does remember. she's remembering things! she can remember her name and that she was once in deerington. she can remember that she has a dog and, well... she clearly lives here. she doubts he'd have good taste for interior design. ]
I know that your name is 'Stefan' instead of 'Steven'. That feels very important.
[ the one thing katherine doesn't like is feeling as though there's something outside of her control. and this, whatever it is that stefan's proposing, sits squarely outside of that otherwise very comfortable bubble she likes to exist within. ]
[ katherine tugs her shoulders back and doesn't pull away from his touch. if she sounds confident, then perhaps she'll feel confident. the way he's behaving worries her. it's almost like he expects the rest of her memories to fall out of her head. ]
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( she'd aways liked his blue eyes. )
Ring any bells?
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Are they friends of yours? Doesn't sound like you like Matt all too much.
[ who does? ]
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( just...nothing special. he shrugs. but that solves that riddle. she doesn't remember much, does she? )
Elijah?
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Another friend of yours?
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But you remember me. That's...interesting.
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[ katherine reaches up to brush her fingers against his jawline. ]
Very square. Has anyone ever told you that?
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( he shrugs because fine, he has a square head. )
Seems like it's the thing that most attracts you to me.
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[ she smiles. even if katherine forgot everything, including her own name, she would remember his ass. ]
You're asking me questions for a reason.
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( which is absolutely a lie but — he can't say he's trying to test her for what she's forgotten. )
And you feel okay?
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[ she purses her lips and nods, although katherine isn't quite sure if she would know what 'okay' feels like. he's asking her questions that are making her think that maybe things aren't fine. ]
I don't feel dizzy or under the weather. [ she presses the back of her hand against her forehead and shakes her head. ] Don't think so.
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( the memory loss is definitely not good but he's glad that she doesn't feel sick. )
You remember Deerington?
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The place with all the deer?
[ she makes a noise of amusement. ]
How could anyone forget?
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I like that, of all things, that's what you remember the most.
( all the deer. )
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[ she looks at him like he's grown a second head. there definitely were deer! she thinks... ]
And the police. [ she clicks her fingers as if that's enough to summon the words she's forgotten back. but when it fails, she crosses her arms against her chest and scoffs. ] It was ridiculous.
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( he sighs and rubs his face. )
You're not remembering everything you should be.
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[ katherine feels the need to prove that she does remember. she's remembering things! she can remember her name and that she was once in deerington. she can remember that she has a dog and, well... she clearly lives here. she doubts he'd have good taste for interior design. ]
I know that your name is 'Stefan' instead of 'Steven'. That feels very important.
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( because the name steven is dumb and it's not his name. )
But some of the things that I've asked you about that you don't remember, you should.
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[ she will, though. that's what she should've said—she will. katherine realises her blunder and suspects (really, hopes) that stefan won't. ]
No one's memory is ever perfect. You forgot where you put the remote the other day.
[ same thing! ]
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( he shakes his head, wincing a bit. )
Me forgetting where the remote is is not the same as you forgetting people. People that I know are important to you.
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[ the one thing katherine doesn't like is feeling as though there's something outside of her control. and this, whatever it is that stefan's proposing, sits squarely outside of that otherwise very comfortable bubble she likes to exist within. ]
It's most likely just temporary.
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( he says it quietly, coming closer to her and reaching for her face, thumbs sliding against her cheeks. )
I'm worried but I'm trying not to worry too much because of that.
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[ katherine tugs her shoulders back and doesn't pull away from his touch. if she sounds confident, then perhaps she'll feel confident. the way he's behaving worries her. it's almost like he expects the rest of her memories to fall out of her head. ]
It doesn't mean it's permanent.
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( which is precisely why he's not telling her what she's forgotten. it'll be hard enough for her when she realizes it. )
Would you be worried if our situations were reversed?
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That's an unfair question.
[ and a fair one to ask. if their situations were reversed, she'd be poking and prodding at him until he was blue in the face. ]
I just don't think you need to worry right now. It's most likely temporary.
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( it's unfair because she doesn't want to answer and tell him that he's right. )
I think it's perfectly valid.
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