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★ NOV. (CATCH ALL); ice in my veins. i run in the night. ready to fight.
Who: jinx & YOU
When: all of november
Where: all throughout trench
What: things that will happen with her during this month. some will be open & some will be private. all jinx's top-levels, some her omni texting, and some of her one-on-one will permanently go here for the month.
Warnings: jinx suffers from mental illness. such as the following - schizophrenia, hallucinations, PTSD, & separation anxiety. these may or may not happen in this log. BIO, PERMS, & OP-OUT: Here


►OBLIGATED TREEHOUSE VISITATION.◄
code credit to:
thisismanx
When: all of november
Where: all throughout trench
What: things that will happen with her during this month. some will be open & some will be private. all jinx's top-levels, some her omni texting, and some of her one-on-one will permanently go here for the month.
Warnings: jinx suffers from mental illness. such as the following - schizophrenia, hallucinations, PTSD, & separation anxiety. these may or may not happen in this log. BIO, PERMS, & OP-OUT: Here


WEEK 1 (11/01 - 11/05)
█ NARA'A ➜ 11.01➜ THREAD.
█ RUBY ROSE ➜11.02 ➜ THREAD.
█ URARAKA OCHAKO ➜ 11.03 ➜ THREAD.
█ (DARTH) MAUL ➜ 11.04 ➜ THREAD.
WEEK 2 (11/06 - 11/12)
N/A
WEEK 3 (11/13 - 11/19)
N/A
WEEK 4 (11/20 - 11/26)
N/A
WEEK 5 (11/27 & 11/30)
N/A
code credit to:
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Brief 6.2 spoilers
[He blinks at it in surprise, but... well. He's not going to ignore her.]
Yeah, I'm usually awake at this time of night. What's up?
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are u having trouble sleeping rn?
i know our blood does stupid crap so.
i wanted to know if it a blood thing or just a me thing.
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I mean I normally sleep more during the day, but even then I can't really sleep.
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u dont think its now opposite month do u?
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Do you want company? I can come over. Watch for any threats, and you don't have to worry about them.
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u ok going to a girls place?
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... Ah. You mean like that kind of implication. No, I'm fine.
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just checking!
b/c u some ppl think dumb when a guy comes over a girls place.
its p. tidy tho. not a mess for once! i cleaned.
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w/ vi, sansa, and that...other guy.
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[It really doesn't take him long to get to the Rookery - the tricky part is getting up there. But he manages it, and soon is knocking on the door to the treehouse.]
Hey, Jinx. It's Nara'a.
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Hiya, Kitty cat! Glad you found the place. Come on in! Make yourself at home. (she steps aside to let him in.) — If ya need some refreshments, let me know! I've got all kinds.
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Got anything in a bottle? Sealed. ... It's not you, I swear. I've just had problems before.
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(she guides him to her main living room area first then darts off to her little kitchen. jinx is only gone for ten seconds tops with a can of some sparkling soda for herself and a seal bottled wine for him.)
How's this? Hope wine is okay. The Princess is always givin' me wine. Not that I'm complainin'!
(and reason that is, is because sansa knows that wine tends to soothe jinx's mood and lessens her corruption levels.)
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Thank you. I don't mind wine, as long as it's not all that strong.
[He looks around for a glass to use - hopefully Jinx washes her glasses...]
I'm not exactly that good at holding my alcohol. Which my friends back home thing is quite funny... I find it less amusing, but I suppose it does look funny for everyone else.
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Watchin' other people getting completely wasted is pretty funny, yeah! It only gets annoying when you gotta babysit. I had to do with my big sis at the birthday party.
(she then returns with a glass but also a pack of cigarettes in the other hand. she gives him the glass then silently extends out the pack as if to offer if he wishes to smoke too.)
Slight Endwalker Spoilers
Yes... it doesn't help that the Scions are situated in the back part of a bar. Or rather, we have a bar in front of our entrance.
[Or. Did. His ears droop slightly, but he takes a deep breath.]
Anyway, we often had drunk people trying to get into our place... or drunk members of our group stumbling around. Certain people liked it more than others.
[Thancred.]
I've had to help wrangle drunk people plenty. Just... not fond of looking like that much of a fool myself.
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jinx inhales a drag then puffs out the rest out of the window as she listens to his brief story of his realm; surprisingly attentive.)
Yeah, I get it. 'Cuz once you do, it's stuck with ya. No one will ever let you live it down. Juuuust like I'm not gonna let go of Vi drinkin' out of a vase when I told her to have water.
(disgusting? yes. and she will remind her sister just how freaking nasty she is.)
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She - heh. I guess her brain just went 'oh, it's water' and didn't think. My sisters sure enjoy telling embarrassing stories about me. They think it's funny that the 'great hero of the realm' messed up his face from holding a bow like an idiot.
[He rubs his thumb along the scar across his nose, chuckling.]
But you tease her because you care about her, right?
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(and at his question, her face softens with a loose fold of her arms; leaning against the window sill.)
Yeaaah despite a lotta stuff, I love her. And I'm just hopin' she keeps lovin' me. Even though we're not... the same like we were.
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[It's a whole Thing, okay. He's... he's not good at everything, despite appearances. But he notices that softness and smiles slightly, watching her as he sips.]
Yeah. Familial bonds are hard to break. Even if terrible stuff happens...
I can't say I know how she thinks - I don't know her well enough for that - but I'm... sure she thinks of you a lot.
[He scoots a bit closer to the window, leaning on the couch towards her.]
I don't know what happened between you two, but... I'm sorry. It must be terrible. You don't have to tell me anything... but I'm here if you want to, okay?
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It's been... tough. Y'know, tryin' paint this pretty lil' portrait we are the happiest family alive when we're... not.
(a flick of ash out the window.)
It sucks. I dunno if I should give her a hard time or I'm being too forgiving. And I KNOW she's tryin' and I get it. A-And I'm happy she is... it's just that. (a beat.) — It all still hurts. For so long I've thought she was dead and ta-da! Here she is. It's not... easy to adapt to.
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You shouldn't have to paint that kind of picture if it's not true. I know it might look like everyone else has got happy families but... that's not the case. Family's messy - I was lucky I came from a good one, though I've had others not familiar with my culture look at it strangely. But I know plenty of people who don't have it that way.
It doesn't mean I understand, but I can empathize.
[He takes a long drink and closes his eyes for a moment, then sets the glass down and looks up at Jinx.]
I don't know what she did - you don't have to tell me - but... forgiveness can take a lot. And while you should accept an apology given in earnest, that doesn't mean you have to forgive someone. ... Some things are unforgivable. I know. I... I know.
[His voice breaks as he thinks of the people he's slaughtered. Yes, it was in the name of freedom and saving people... but what did that matter to the families and friends left behind? To the conscript forced to fight against their country? To them he must appear like a monster, and he shivers and scratches at his arm. It's strangely itchy...]
Forgiveness is a gift. It's up to you whether or not you want to extend it to someone, and how much. I like Vi, but I'm not... going to tell you how to feel about your own family. That's not right. I can talk about it with you if you want, but that's not my decision to make.
As for thinking she was dead... I know how that feels, somewhat. I didn't know for certain if they were dead, but many of my fellow Scions were missing for an extended period of time. The relief I had when I found them... and the frustration I had that they didn't contact us earlier.
[Only to lose some anyway... but that's another entire grieving process.]
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