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deercountry2023-04-06 08:10 pm
forcechanic) wrote in deercountry2023-04-06 08:10 pm
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A little too solo
Who: Jaina Solo + YOU
What: Jaina realizes her birthday probably passed. Alone.
When: First few days of April
Where: Varies
It doesn't strike her all at once. Trench doesn't use anything like the galactic standard calendar, after all. Sooner or later, she was going to do the math though.
She must be fifteen by now.
Their birthday passed and she's the only one here.
She spends some time trying to meditate, but mostly that just reminds her of that strange absence in the Force that she never felt before Trench. For all the new starts and intermediate squids, she's still not used to the connection to Jacen being missing.
She won't turn down any help from meditation experts, but eventually she'll realize it's not really getting her anyway. So instead, she might as well go find a place to make herself useful. That'll keep her from dwelling.
Anyone looking for help with heavy lifting or (be still her heart) mechanical work will find an eager set of hands.
What: Jaina realizes her birthday probably passed. Alone.
When: First few days of April
Where: Varies
It doesn't strike her all at once. Trench doesn't use anything like the galactic standard calendar, after all. Sooner or later, she was going to do the math though.
She must be fifteen by now.
Their birthday passed and she's the only one here.
She spends some time trying to meditate, but mostly that just reminds her of that strange absence in the Force that she never felt before Trench. For all the new starts and intermediate squids, she's still not used to the connection to Jacen being missing.
She won't turn down any help from meditation experts, but eventually she'll realize it's not really getting her anyway. So instead, she might as well go find a place to make herself useful. That'll keep her from dwelling.
Anyone looking for help with heavy lifting or (be still her heart) mechanical work will find an eager set of hands.
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"Mourning what she didn't get to have," is what he says out loud. "Some things Luke has said makes me think that bond was never broken just...weakened, but-" He pauses, trying to figure out how much to say. "I told you before, that I knew that time could split in parallel but divergent lives? So I can tell you for a fact that - that yes, somewhere out there, Padmé Amidala and Anakin Skywalker's infant twins weren't immediately separated, and their bond was clear."
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"They still have a connection, but it's not effortless the way it is for me and Jacen. I usually have to concentrate to not know what he's feeling."
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He refocus on her. The person he's with.
"I'm not sorry I've gotten to meet you, Jaina. I just wish it hadn't come with being separated from Jacen and most of the rest of your family."