necrolord: <user name="thebutt"> (brick and mortar thick as scripture)
ᴛʜᴇ ᴇᴍᴘᴇʀᴏʀ ᴜɴᴅʏɪɴɢ ([personal profile] necrolord) wrote in [community profile] deercountry2022-03-06 02:02 pm

06 . the sleepy town expedition.

Who: [personal profile] necrolord, Gideon, Harrow, Paul, Kaworu, "Shannon," Mako, Ford, Shiro, Ruby, Luna, Faith, Willow, Ezra, Zhongli, Perell.
What: An intentional family-and-friends roadtrip to a forbidden holy ruin. A less-intentional catacombs adventure.
When: 3/14.
Where: Sleepy Town and the Catacombs.

Content Warnings: Sleepy Town-typical themes of grief, loss, and surreal landscapes. Catacombs-typical horror per the March event. Also, note all the usual warnings of this character.

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slayerskiss: (but i settled for a ghost)

[personal profile] slayerskiss 2022-03-15 03:38 am (UTC)(link)
[It's why she told him actually, she expects no reaction. Nobody is this shady and gets all weepy about other people's assorted tragic pasts.]

From her perspective the last time we saw eachother was when I hijacked her friend's body, so... yeah.

I think we're still cool but shit's even more complicated with her girlfriend living with me for now.
slayerskiss: (won't you take me out of my head)

[personal profile] slayerskiss 2022-03-16 04:24 pm (UTC)(link)
[She slumps in her chair. Congrats, Jod, she is going to talk your ear off now about her problems.]

The reverse happened when I first arrived. Tara, Willow's girlfriend, she felt like Willow was hiding me from her, like I was a dark secret Willow didn't trust her with. She never even knew me, just heard from Willow and her friends that I was a dangerous psycho bitch. [In fairness, she was.]

Now I'm in the awkward position of her feeling safe confiding in me because... I don't know, I don't count or something. [That's unfair. Or true. She's not sure.] Like telling me doesn't make it real? And I tell her to let Willow know but she's... resistant to the idea. And Willow is keeping shit from her? Because Tara's in a fragile state for a lot of reasons. And Willow then tells me about some of it. Or she did. She doesn't remember telling me anymore.

So I'm just in the middle of this mess. This is why I don't do friends.
slayerskiss: (are you still getting by?)

[personal profile] slayerskiss 2022-03-18 05:11 am (UTC)(link)
[She almost wants to cover up her loneliness with more bullshit and just say yes, she definitely prefers to be alone, she's always been alone.]

...Nah, it's nice having her around. She's nice. Just wish I didn't feel like the rope in the tug of war that is their relationship at the moment.
slayerskiss: (but maybe not)

[personal profile] slayerskiss 2022-03-18 05:51 pm (UTC)(link)
Fuckin' amen to that.

[She tries not to think of Buffy as she drinks. She does anyway.]