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⛧ Aʟʟᴇɴ "ɴᴏᴛ ᴀ ᴘʀɪᴇsᴛ" Wᴀʟᴋᴇʀ ★ ([personal profile] likethelight) wrote in [community profile] deercountry2022-05-06 11:26 am

We could go down in flames (but we'll melt the world away)

Who: Allen Walker and Shouto Todoroki
What: Allen comes back after dying while purifying beast-Dabi, cue pain (:
When: Early May
Where: Farther Shores

Content Warnings: Mentions of character death, character panic over disabling injury/body failure



[ Timcanpy has been waiting very patiently.

For over a week, Timcanpy has been waiting very patiently. While new Sleepers washed ashore and remembered their features and spring began and was celebrated on the boardwalk. After they had stopped appearing and the ocean once settled into its normal rhythm, grey and foreboding, without anyone further being brought in by the tide. Sunrise to sunset and throughout the night and moonrise, he stays up in the boughs of a lone flowering cherry tree along the black sand and watches the waves.

Sometimes having company, and sometimes not. Sometimes being the one keeping company. He comes down and stays with them, letting himself be sad then and clinging on.

But he's a good omen. He'll wait as long as it takes.

It's the first night of the full moon when he stirs suddenly, rousing from where he had been not-quite dozing, like someone disturbed from their sleep by a distant sound. Staring out into the waves so quietly, so intently, like he's straining to see... before he explodes into motion. Rocketing up, zig-zagging back and forth, before abruptly taking off towards the water—

—and then coming straight back, slamming into the nearby, camped out Todoroki's head and bouncing off like a squishy sort of softball. He's right back up and fluttering around in front of his face a moment later though. Get up, get up! Now! Nownownow!! ]
swellter: Fanart by Unknown Artist (Calm: Divergent)

[personal profile] swellter 2022-05-30 02:58 am (UTC)(link)
[ Boy's locker rooms run rampant with nudity and in UA they have a communal bath that he and his classmates share frequently. First this group, then that group. Guys yelling at each other to get a move on as they go in as a group with no towels in sight. Which is to say, Shouto is quite comfortable with this. It doesn't bother him.

But he also knows, Allen isn't. It's why he doesn't automatically reach for his shirt and remove it like he might have with anyone else, aside from a girl... which is obviously different. He might not understand a lot of things, but he can tell when someone is uncomfortable. He hesitates. Fidgets. It's a side of Allen, he's seen a lot of today and isn't sure if it's a side effect of returning, or if it's him. If he's doing something wrong. So, he's hesitant too, cautious. ]


It doesn't bother me.

[ He waits for Allen to give him some kind of sign before reaching for his shirt and helps him out of it. The pants too, he waits for a gesture before proceeding. Left in the boxer briefs, Shouto doesn't try to remove those. ]

Can I pick you up?
Edited 2022-05-30 03:01 (UTC)
swellter: (Blue: Pensive)

[personal profile] swellter 2022-05-30 05:00 am (UTC)(link)
[ The shirt goes up, and he's greeted with a scar running from shoulder to hip, disappearing below the sweats. His hand stills, eyes lifting to Allen's. Gentle and kind. There's a question there, unspoken, arising from the knowledge that there are worse things yet to uncover. But not here, not now. With Allen recently returned, he needs rest, not questions. It's a short exchange, no more than a few seconds, before it's broken. He lifts the shirt over his arms and drops it on the floor, exposing him to the light.

Heroes scar. It's not uncommon, and although he doesn't know the circumstances behind it, he knows it was excruciating. The knowledge drags at his troubled heart with the point of a knife, wiping the smile from existence. He doesn't try to touch him anymore or any less. He helps him out of the sweats, revealing the rest of the scar. His mouth twists down, unable to hide the turmoil brooding inside, and he lifts him into his arms, holding him close with more strength than necessary. He keeps him there, in his arms, close, yet he feels so far away.

How are you so strong, yet feel so fragile? ]


You shouldn't.

I want to help you... Even if you hadn't saved my brother. If I hadn't hurt you. I'd still want to help you.

You're always thinking about everyone else, you forget about yourself. You need someone to rely on too.
Edited 2022-05-30 05:13 (UTC)
swellter: (Blue: Solemn)

[personal profile] swellter 2022-05-30 06:33 am (UTC)(link)
[ He's scared of losing the ones he cares for. He lost his mother. His siblings, and in a way, his father too. There but out of reach. Touya, too. So close but distant. He's had his hand slapped down enough times. It's ingrained itself in his psyche, etched itself into his very expression. Wanting, but refraining. He finds it hard to let go the few times he's allowed to hold onto them.

The tightness in his chest remains even after he has his say and automatically reaches for his right side to ease the strain. However, he stops before he activates it, remembering he's still holding Allen and realizing he'll make him cold. Stubbornly, he lets it go. Away from the protective sphere of the sacred tree, his thoughts become easy prey for the corruption still nestled within him. The guardian sapling halted the corruption, but with his grief still strong, it couldn't clean the slate leaving him uncharacteristically vulnerable.

He listens to Allen but finds it difficult to look at him. He doesn't understand why he's grateful. The picture he paints of the world he comes from seems so much worse than their current hellscape. So, why?

Allen manages to drag his thoughts back to him with a tap to his nose. His eyes flicker with concern, but remain present, while Allen talks. When he starts moving again, the dark thoughts recede with the solid weight at his jaw, captured by that question. His throat grows tight, reminded of how much he's conceded since he washed up on shore.]


You are... Thank you.
Edited 2022-05-30 06:43 (UTC)
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[personal profile] swellter 2022-05-30 07:53 am (UTC)(link)
[ That sort of promise...

The kind he made to his family by virtue of his actions. By not giving up on his mother and quietly seeking her out, his siblings also gathered their courage to see her and rebuilt what was broken. The same with their father. By letting go of his pride and interning in the one agency he never wanted to step foot in, Shouto led the way for their siblings to face their father too.

This promise is different. It's not about broken bonds but broken people. Cracked with so many little fissures threatening to bring them down, they learned to patch themselves up and become self-sufficient. Yet, in these moments, they still need to lean on someone.

Rely on each other... he'd like that.

Maybe then, he can talk to someone about Touya. Someone who knew they were brothers. Who didn't simply know him as the Blue flame villain who killed so many heroes. Who wouldn't question his pursuit to get to know him. Understand him. With his friends still in the dark due to their earlier timelines and his promise to his brother not to reveal their relationship, his hands are tied. There's no one he can speak, bounce ideas off of and not be told to stop his pursuit.

So, when Allen asks him that question, his brother's image immediately comes to mind. How did he save him? What did he see? What is he... like? But those aren't the kinds of questions he wants to hear from him. Those are for Touya to answer. For Allen, there's another that he can't let go of, the ones that's been the source of so much of his spiraling thoughts. ]


When you were injured... in the end. After Touya stopped attacking. Where did all all that blood come from? [ The one that ended up corrupting him. ] Was it the ice?
Edited 2022-05-30 08:04 (UTC)
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[personal profile] swellter 2022-05-30 07:14 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Trained in heroics, where they're taught to dissect every encounter, he's analyzed every aspect of that fight. From his brother's corrupted form to Allen's bladed weapon, fire against a subtle knife with a blunt edge. There was only one possibility for that much blood: bladed ice, born from a loss of control and launched without aim.

Drowning with grief in a pool of it, Shouto knows the reason for his corruption; he only needed Allen to confirm it. He closes his eyes and allows himself to feel the hand on his cheek. Solid and real with blood flowing through his veins, no longer bleeding. A week spent waiting for him under the guardian sapling with nothing to do but run through what happened, he knows. He had time to come to terms with it. He doesn't need to be to calmed but appreciates the sweet gesture nonetheless. Accepting his faults isn't difficult. He's full of them. It's uncovering them that proves the greater challenge. ]


Thank you for telling me.

[ He leans into the point of contact, eyes closing once again. Accepting the offered gesture. ]

I never meant to attack you... hurt you. I was always afraid of my fire, I forgot that my ice is dangerous too.
Edited 2022-05-30 19:21 (UTC)
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[personal profile] swellter 2022-05-30 08:40 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Accepting the words with a nod, he starts moving to the bath where Tim waits for his Sleeper, now back from a long sojourn. Carefully, he carries him over the brim of the wood and gently lowers him into the heated pool and waits for him to settle in before he lets go, pulling his arms out of the water, wet past the elbow. ]

I'll get you some soap and bath supplies.
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[personal profile] swellter 2022-05-31 03:05 am (UTC)(link)
[ The little wiggle his way goes unnoticed, but the plop and consequent paddling drag his eyes across the water, lifting his mood. His eyes warm at his antics, though there's no visible smile.

He walks over to the small cupboard where he keeps a few supplies, hauling out some special items. When he returns, he's carrying two different bars of soap, lavender and eucalyptus. Shampoo and conditioner, plus a washcloth. A few choice bath bombs he got duped for as part of a 'rare and special' bath kit, but right now, it's worth every penny. He hasn't used them before, but what better time to experiment?

Setting down each item on the ledge of the wooden bath, Shouto looks up at the question, eyes shifting to Tim, who is busy splashing in the water, paying no mind. Then back to Allen, mulling over the offer. ]


Are you sure?
Edited 2022-05-31 03:09 (UTC)
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[personal profile] swellter 2022-05-31 04:18 am (UTC)(link)
[ Honestly, they could peddle ice to him and he'd probably pay extra.

The smile gives him his answer. He might not understand his comfort level, but he'll respect it either way. It's not like he minds. Though, saving water and hanging out with a friend is a much better prospect than bathing alone while he's asleep. ]


Okay. I'll wash up first.

[ Get rid of some of the sweat and grime first, to preserve the cleanliness of the water. ]

I won't take long.
Edited 2022-05-31 04:22 (UTC)
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[personal profile] swellter 2022-05-31 05:18 am (UTC)(link)
[ While Allen polishes away at Tim, Shouto starts removing his uniform. First, his boots which he zips down and sets to the side. His outer vest follows after which lands on the stone floor with a solid thunk. The gauntlets get set on top of the vest before he reaches for the zipper of his jacket. He zips it down and strips out of the heavy material. There's no undershirt. That leaves only his pants and underwear which come down too.

Once his uniform is set aside, he settles down on one of the wooden benches and starts cleaning himself with soap and a bucket full of freezing cold water. He barely notices it's 'cold'. Scrub, scrub, scrub. He gets to work and even rinses his hair so it's not such a mess - there's no difference when he's done. Washed and rinsed. He grabs a towel, wrapping it around his waist while he cleans up his area. Once he's done, he walks back to the bath and climbs over the ledge to settle himself inside. A few seconds later, the water starts to warm again, gaining some of the heat lost during his absence. ]
Edited 2022-05-31 05:21 (UTC)
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[personal profile] swellter 2022-05-31 06:18 am (UTC)(link)
[ Allen wouldn't be the first to think of him in terms of a hot spring. His classmates placed him in the center of a water source once when they went out camping to take a dip in a 'hot spring' in the snow. He likes using his quirk for small tasks others can enjoy. Like warming up a bath, starting a cooking fire, making ice packs, and keeping his friends cool in the summer heat.

From his seat, Shouto watches the little omen free-floating in the water. He enjoys watching his friends happy and content. It loosens some of his own rigid aspects, allowing him to relax around them. When Allen speaks up, he shifts his attention to him looking at the colorful ball in his hand. ]


They're bath bombs. If you put them in the water they dissolve and release salts and oils to moisturize your skin. They're usually scented.

[ So they leave a nice smell lingering in the bath while you soak. ]
Edited 2022-05-31 06:20 (UTC)
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[personal profile] swellter 2022-06-03 04:23 am (UTC)(link)
[ There's no other movement other than his chest slowly rising and falling, creating small ripples in the water. He watches him sniff the ball delicately, catching a whiff of different scents. He almost expects him to bite it with how intently he stares at it, but there's something in his expression, light and airy tinged with curiosity. ]

Which one do you like?
Edited 2022-06-03 04:25 (UTC)
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[personal profile] swellter 2022-06-04 12:14 am (UTC)(link)
[ He lifts his arms from under the water and cups his hands together like holding something delicate between his palms. Water streams through his fingers, disturbing the calm.]

You can lower it slowly, so you can smell it better. [ He slowly lowers the non-object into the bath to demonstrate. ] It'll start to fizz and dissolve, leaving behind bits of lemon and lavender. The scent of both of them will hit you right away and you'll start to feel a subtle difference in the water.
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[personal profile] swellter 2022-06-04 03:15 am (UTC)(link)
[ Once the demonstration is over, he carefully leans back against the wood, lounging leisurely on a solid backing watching the expressions play out on his face. It's a wonder to him how wide his range captures from anguished cries to starry-eyed and trusting. He fills the whole room with his presence where Shouto only inhabits a sliver of it. Even Tim, so very small, is impossible to miss.

Tim is a reflection of him...

Small but full of life in every way that matters. He keeps his face to the sun and seems to grow more exceptional with every passing moon. Whereas Kizu is large and imposing, yet absent. Hidden away even now, while Tim happily treads in the open water. Boundless, he snaps at the fizz, ready to explore the unknown.

Caught off-guard, his eyes flick away from the little omen to his Sleeper. Smiling gently, Allen looks just as exceptional. It's distracting. Funny? ]


Why would they be surprised?

[ He's no mystery. He says what he means and means what he says. Any reputation he garnered outside of that has nothing to do with him but the tales others spin about him. From an imaginary Prince Charming to a golden boy that never existed. ]
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