deercountry | Mother stands for comfort

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Mother stands for comfort

Who: Luz and you (and specifically with Luca)
What: Luz tries to resist the hex, and not mutate herself until she finally falls to beast hood
When: Middle of February (sorry Luz, no birthday for you)
Where: All around Trench

She'd read the sermon and was sure that was when the trouble began. Luz had thought, after getting others who'd been sympathetic and lent an ear to her troubles, that she might be able to ride out the crazy of this month, that she'd get to her birthday in relative peace. Unfortunately, things didn't get better: instead, Luz found herself plagues by the past: her father leaving, the scorn of being that "weird" kid in her class, and the things that came with her Deerington and new Trench memories.

After Varian, Luz had been meticulous about trying to keep such thoughts from consuming her, trying to talk to others when she could, listening to advice and meditating more than she probably had any month. But the thoughts kept coming, and no matter what Luz did, she found she was feeling more depressed by the day, even though she interacted with people and did her best to keep her smile up.

And then one day, she found it was starting to feel worse than usual, enough that she even resorted to turning to her bird form if only to escape those memories. Now they were starting to compound, and images of the cave men and the Blood Cultists and their attacks on her began to plague her nightmares. It got so bad that she woke up feeling the cuts in her skin as clearly as she had back then, and she would be breathing hard and be so anxious she stayed in bed.

She had no idea how to stop this, and moments where she started to consider self-harm surfaced, shocking her so badly she took a cold bath, shivering and in tears, wondering what would happen next.

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The middle of the ni-! You know what, I don't even know why that bothers me. The only other person who does that is the person he's actually dating."

If they were still dating. She'd have to ask Darth Maul what their status was right now.

She snickered a little. "Yes, I think he would be the sort to do that kind of thing, and both of them should be able to handle a trap." Well, maybe not if you went and put something to heat up the doorknob to unsafe levels, but what kind of monster child would do that?

Luz nodded, chuckling. "I'm beginning to think I have some pretty out there adult male figures in my life!"

Also, no, she would definitely not do something like that! Fern, on the other hand? Maybe. He wasn't bothered by that, Luz was pretty sure.

"You might say that," she said, snickering and shrugging. "This place does tend to breed a certain sort of unusual behavior and role model does it not? It certainly isn't a bad thing. Have to think on your toes to survive."

She actually fell to laughing. "Oh gods. So... there was a man here in this place, before you arrived in the nightmare. He used to complain that his assistant wasn't around, and that he never knew when he'd actually show up, because they had an arrangement where he would surprise attack him almost every day to keep his reflexes sharp. Somehow? That almost feels normal."

Luz nodded. "Sounds like the Boiling Isles, actually. You usually have to be fast and smart to survive there too. This place is a bit more, uh, unique in the how and the who's."

Ok, that sounded incredibly funny and dangerous!

"You must tell me the name of this man. He sounds like he had pretty dedicated staff! Also sounds a little bit rich too."

"You know, you never really told me much about the Boiling Isles, have you? I could trade a story with you perhaps, though I didn't know the Inspector very well. I only know that the cats liked him for some strange reason." She shook her head and laughed softly. "They gave him a squeak toy when he tried to work alongside them as one of the town's police. I'm pretty sure that it could summon the Authority."

Clousseau was ... one of a kind.

"I haven't? Wow. I'm sorry! I guess I tell people about the Isles so much, I just thought it would be something I mentioned! I'm happy to talk about it, all you have to do is ask me what you want to know!"

Luz giggled. "Is it bad that I never got to talk to the cat authorities and really wanted to? Strangely enough, I always wound up talking to the dogs instead. I wonder if Margot somehow influenced that?"

She laughed and nodded. "What did you do in the Boiling Isles? Were you a student?" she said, curiosity starting to pique. "And perhaps she did. The Authority weren't really the most conversational as a rule. The dogs were much happier to share with us."

"Actually yes, I was! I was learning different types of magic there, though if I'm honest, what school really taught me to do was expand my knowledge so I could strengthen the kind of magic that I do!"

In the words, magical instruction taught her how to properly apply her knowledge to find the things she needed to get better at her glyphs.

"That definitely sound like cats to me."

"Oh ho. In other words, School was nothing more than the stepping stone to finding what it was that you needed in order to become even more powerful?" Yeah, she could easily see how that could happen. Most of these academies she ever heard were so restrictive, though admittedly she was too free in her own methods.

"Well it didn't help that they were what she thought a protector was supposed to be. Not a pet, but someone to fight the monsters. It made them more like spirits than actual cats. I doubt he really understood that. The inspector seemed... unaware of many things." To put it mildly.

"I wouldn't say that. School taught me how to make friends with the people there, and how they used magic with abilities they have innately. I learned a lot with things like potions class, and some of the other tracts! It's just that my magic is actually more about feeling out the combinations of glyphs."

In other words, no bile sac meant she had to experiment differently.

"Oh. Hmm. I guess you could think of cats as big protectors. In a way."

Hmmmm. "Oh, so you would take the magic that you learn from your friends, and see ways in which it could be combined?" she said, considering that for a moment. "that could actually be a very good way to learn the variability." And, oh how she would have no idea that combining magics was quite the 'thing' in the isles.

"They could, though her memories showed it was the mere happenstance that a cat protected her when the police did not?"

"Well, something like that. See, it still always comes down to glyphs since I don't have the bile sac they have. It does give me an idea on how big to do the working, but say, for something like teleportation? I have to get the glyph just right, or I could mess it all up. But you're pretty much right on what you're saying so far!"

After all, Luz had managed quite well even without learning how to combine glyphs when she was brought to Deerington and had learned a lot since then.

"Huh. Ok. I guess I'm kinda mixed on that. I used to really be into cats and see them that way, but after Margot, I find I've come to like canines more than I used to."

"A ... bile sac?" She paused and just sort of looked at her friend for a moment in serious curiosity and confusion. "Wait, so ... they have an actual organ in their bodies that enables their magic, and it's... it's their bile sac?" She definitely looked more than a little befuddled. It didn't seem impossible, but she'd never heard of anything like that.

She did chuckle a bit at the other part and nodded. "I tend to think of hounds as more the protectors, but they both can be in their own way."

"Around their hearts! So, you know, it's not something you can see. It's an internal organ, like anything else. I don't know lots more about it other than its what makes it possible for them to cast without glyphs. No one else on the isles does that except for me."

As far as she knew, anyway.

"That makes more sense! Cats seem more solitary and aloof. If anything, I guess I resemble more of a dog than a cat? Maybe?"

She snickered. "You do resemble a dog in the way that you show loyalty, yes. You're independent, but more in a familiar and friendly way. It's very dog-like. I'm a bit the cat person myself," she could admit, while she was tapping at her lips, considering for a moment more about the magic.

"It's impressive that you've managed to master your own approach to magic. Necessity is a mother to invention is it not?"

Luz couldn't even argue with that thought process. She was indeed pretty loyal and tended to be friendly and familiar. She still felt a little called out.

"Am I doing my cat hoodie an injustice?!"

Oh, but magic was a different story.

"Of course! I probably would have come up with it faster on the Boiling Isles, but it's great that U found a way to do it here!"

She snickered and shook her head. "You can love both," she said, ruffling at her head and winking. "Nothing wrong with appreciating both of their qualities, is there?"

"Exactly. It's been a benefit, and the more that you practice, the more effective I suspect it will be. Something worth continuing to practice at."

"Not at all, and I do love both! I love animals in general though, so that's actually not much of a stretch."

She was always ruffling her head like a pet too! Luz liked it though, so no problem there.

"I think so too. Just have to find a good place to practice, where I can't hit anyone and where there's not some crazy kookiness going on. Luckily, it seems like there might be a slight pause so far."

It was just a good habit she'd picked up from having dealt with so many kids in her life. "Even porcupines? I actually really like them and hedgehogs. Have to be careful about petting them, but they're such cute little critters," she offered, grinning away.

"You should be able to find good sized clearings for that easily enough. Just make sure someone knows where you went in case."

"Of course, they're adorable! I'd probably need gloves with them of course, but still very cute!"

It reminded her a little of Eda!

"That's probably a good idea. Don't want to be too hard to find if I trapped myself in something by mistake!"

At least she had the Bond when something like that happened!

"I hear people who really know how to handle them don't wear gloves, but they probably really know how to take care of them. It'd be tricky I suspect." But they were very affectionate creatures when they trusted you.

"Exactly. It'll be easier to fix in that situation if someone knows where to find you." And bonds absolutely helped.

"Oh, I'll bet. It'd be worth a little pain to be able to hold one of those cuties though!"

Luz would do her best to earn the porcupine's affection!

"Hopefully it won't ever be so bad that I need that kind of help?"

You never knew, though.

She giggled. "Absolutely worth it." She personally thought they made a very good type of pet if you knew what you were doing with it. Probably had to avoid smothering them a little though.

"Better prepared for what never comes, than to be unprepared if it does. I hazard to think this world watches for opportunities like those."

"Exactly! I think most critters are worth it, and hedgehogs have always been pretty cute!"

Lus tended to try avoid smothering her pets. Heck, some of them were even impossible to smother.

"That is a good point. I wouldn't put it past this place to have a catastrophe happen overnight."

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