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🔥 тσ∂σяσкι ѕнσυтσ ❄️ ([personal profile] swellter) wrote in [community profile] deercountry2022-06-19 08:01 pm

Alone

Who: Shouto and Allen + Dabi
What: June Event Prompt One. A few hours after THIS
When: June 8th.
Where: The Farther Shores a mile away from the cherry blossom tree.


“Alone”

BY EDGAR ALLAN POE
From childhood’s hour I have not been
As others were—I have not seen
As others saw—I could not bring
My passions from a common spring—
From the same source I have not taken
My sorrow—I could not awaken
My heart to joy at the same tone—
And all I lov’d—I lov’d alone—
Then—in my childhood—in the dawn
Of a most stormy life—was drawn
From ev’ry depth of good and ill
The mystery which binds me still—
From the torrent, or the fountain—
From the red cliff of the mountain—
From the sun that ’round me roll’d
In its autumn tint of gold—
From the lightning in the sky
As it pass’d me flying by—
From the thunder, and the storm—
And the cloud that took the form
(When the rest of Heaven was blue)
Of a demon in my view—
 
The nightmares started in April with the death of a friend.

Lying in a pool of Paleblood, clinging to the dying, the first seeds of corruption sank their teeth into his heart spreading doubt and fear. His brother's warm presence that first night kept him from spiraling to that end that forms every Beast in Trench. The next day, it was Amaterasu's guardian sapling that kept his nightmares at bay. He slept under the tranquil aura of the cherry blossom while he waited for his friend's return. For a week, it's calming influence kept his corruption levels low. Afterwards, it was Allen's kind and radiant presence in his home that maintained the sapling's work. It was only after Allen moved into Sancturary and Shouto returned to active duty with the Hunters that his levels started to rise. His omen kept strict watch on his levels waging war every time corruption started to spread, sending him back to the guardian sapling when his levels rose.

It usually happened late at night when his dreams turned against him, and he woke up in a frozen room with his heart beating frantically in his chest. He clung to Kizu those nights, burying his face into the snow leopards winter coat, finding solace in the cold. Ice crept past his sheets those mornings, covering both Sleeper and omen in a layer of frost. Yet, he managed to keep himself together. Foregoing sleep for more shifts with the Hunters until exhaustion forced him into a dreamless sleep after a few days. 

Keeping his corruption to manageble levels was easier in the presence of his friends. His deep connection with them, kept the dark thoughts from finding purchase in his mind. Maybe that's why he spent so much time with them that second month after Allen's death. Accepting their invitations more readily, joining them for dinner, walking them home, going to parties. Their presence gave him a safe heaven, a place where dark thoughts didn't press on his mind, a respite from the nightmares. So, he slept, taking naps at every turn. Somehow, he managed to keep his corruption levels from spiraling out of control up until June when the demon arrived. 

Prime for a takevoer, the demon found him in the midst of another nightmare and latched onto him the first day with Kizu nonethe wiser. It fed on him, plagued his every dream until his body couldn't keep up anymore and he stopped patrolling altogether on day five too tired to complete his rounds. Scrapes and bruises started appearing on his skin on day seven, and on day eight it sent him into a nightmare so frantic he lost control of his quirk, burning his surroundings. Terror set in then, afraid of himself unaware of his rising corruption levels. With the demon clinging to his back, his thoughts turned dark too quickly. Afraid, Shouto sought out his friends and found Allen's network post from a few weeks ago and he replied in search of a familiar face.

A hero agency.

The concept reminded him so much of home it eased some of the terror from his heart. Already feeling a little better, Shouto couldn't help but respond to ask him about his plans, offer his help. It'd give him an excuse to see him in person instead of conversing through the omini as they usually did these days, but the conversation turned sour when the Hunters were mentioned.

Dark thoughts crept into his mind so quickly, spreading like a disease. The demon was fully grown and it's influence more acute. Well fed, it was bigger than him now. The demon dug its claws into him, influencing his thoughts, turning them against him when the omen interfered but it was too late. It had grown too strong, held far too much influence and plunges him into a nightmare long before he reaches the guardian sapling.

When Allen arrives at the cherry blossom tree on the Farther shores, he'll find it empty. If he looks around, he might find a strange sight about a mile away. Upon inspection, he'll come across a glacier jutting out of the black sands, three stories high, and at it's center - at the level of the sand -  lies an unmoving figure distorted by ice. 

Shouto lies sleeping on the black sands, covered in frost, within an open space at the center of the glacier, cut off from the world. The demon clings to him, feeding readily while the carbon dioxide levels slowly increase.
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[personal profile] likethelight 2022-06-20 05:34 am (UTC)(link)
[ There is such a sickening sort of irony to be had in all of it, Allen who has felt troubled and a touch guilty for the last couple weeks since everything started happening all at once. Discovering Amaterasu's tree at the old ruined monastery, getting caught up in everyone's hopes, realizing something might actually be able to be done to make a difference and he could help, Sansa giving him all the right nudges to make him feel obligated to take such a mantle on while also supporting him... it was a whirlwind he got caught up in that he still isn't sure how to process, and...

And in the process he let himself be blinded by all that and forgot something important. Again.

He had even admitted being afraid of as much to Viktor. "Somehow I feel like it was the wrong decision even if it was also the right one, moving here." The distracting, empty feeling he'd had when Sansa brought him things for his room he'd tried to brush aside. Even if that was always going to happen, wasn't it? One way or another, his staying with Shouto was temporary while he was recovering; he wouldn't want to be a bother and overstay his welcome after all. Except... part of him recognized that wasn't quite right, either. That his being there helped Shouto in a way as well, otherwise he wouldn't have even stayed as long as he did. That there was still lingering damage from all the events leading up to his death; grief is insidious like that. It's the literal story of Allen's own world.

Part of him knew. And it's why he said "And I can't help but feel it was a bad idea to leave him there alone after everything that happened." But this, that abrupt conversation that spun so quickly out of control...

You've been suffering, haven't you? And he wasn't there to see or do anything about it. That's what's on his thoughts as he races through town as quickly as he can, feeling maddeningly slow from the limitation of his crutches he's only recently graduated to using. Replaying that conversation and just how much he should have reached out more, how he should have tried to drop by in person to say hi and not just rely on communicating through Tim... every coulda, woulda, shoulda over and over. Shit.

Finding no one there at the tree is when he starts to realize maybe things are a lot worse even than he thought, though, as he also comes up short on having any other ideas where he could be. Were it not for the massive glacier in the distance that Tim tugs him towards, and Allen goes a little still as he tries to process what he's seeing so far off. ]


Tim, is that...? [ He doesn't need to wait for Timcanpy's confirming look, the dread creeping into his tone clicks into place and he's off running. Yes, running. Dropped his crutches where he stood and invoked his Crown Clown, ribbons from his cloak binding along his legs. It probably hurts tremendously, pushing them to a strain he's not yet ready for, but he doesn't care and it passes in a panicked blur anyway. Especially when he's about two thirds of the way there, and a buzzing ache that begins in his left eye, leaving him more startled even than the sight of the glacier. The curse coming alive as his left eyes washes black and red, focusing in on that distant pinprick. Not the ice, but inside the ice... Fuck, that was... Beast? Which is nauseating. Can't think about it. Can't think period.

The time it takes to reach the ice melts away though and he slams into it when he gets there. Tendrils of his cloak whipping out and burying themselves into it when he's close enough so he can yank himself forward with greater speed and strength and digging the long bladed claws of his left hand in deep both for purchase and in dread. He pounds on the ice with his right hand. ]


Shouto! [ Slamming his hand against the ice again, harder. Trying to reach him, or see. That figure inside, distorted in such a way he can't see it properly but that his left eye sees the dark and corrupted spiritual outline of so very clearly...

One that screams to his instincts Beast. ]


Can you hear me? Shouto!
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[personal profile] likethelight 2022-06-20 05:41 pm (UTC)(link)
[ ! It was weaker than he thought. Crap, though his next move if that hadn't worked would have been to try and blast through and get to him before it started to collapse. But he's still himself, he hasn't become a Beast. Which means...

He doesn't know Shouto started to melt the ice from inside, just heard his voice before the entire structure begins to crack through and he realizes a timer has started. Being berated by chunks and shards of ice shorn off from his half-intended assault on the outside aside, something he shrugs off with a momentary staggering as bruises he doesn't care about thanks to his cloak, he raises his left hand up then, power vibrating through his claws in a palpable building wave. Something he releases in an explosive upward slash, carefully aimed away from the figure inside, with a force that can pulverize stone. Gotta destroy what ice he can safely and clear a path before it collapses, even if probably won't have time to get them both out...

He leaps up nimbly into the space cleared by his attack, quick as a wink amidst ice blasted into snow and chunks that continue to fall. There's no time, so... punching through whatever ice remained in the way, he leaps directly to Shouto in the small hollow space, skidding and dropping into a low protective crouch over him as one leg swings wide around him and the other stays firmly planted to the other side. A crackling billow of light and white as his cloak spreads wide above them and seems to momentarily hang in the air, even as his eye pulses agonizingly with a heartbeat not his own at being so close to the thing it senses right there, right underneath him, right in his face. BeastBeastBeastBeast...

Taking a breath as he knows he has no time to figure it out or pull them out, he braces as his cloak hardens and winds itself into a protective shell around them and tucks in. ]
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[personal profile] likethelight 2022-06-20 09:03 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Braced as he was with Crown Clown around them as a shield, Allen blinks in some surprise to not only not feel a thundering avalanche of ice pummeling itself against his back and burying them, but to not hear it coming in behind him anymore at all. Eh? That was because--?

Following Shouto's hand to the ice he had touched, he lets out a breath that's somewhere between amazed and irritated. Idiot, stop exerting yourself, he'd chide almost, mixed in with a surge of relief that he was that much himself still, if his attention wasn't on something far more horrifying. Yes, Shouto was there, was himself, and yet the thing that's clinging to his back as he rolls himself over, that's staring back at Allen with such quiet malice... ]
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[personal profile] likethelight 2022-06-20 09:12 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He'd answer him, help him clean up the blood, help get them both out of here -- except for that thing with its claws to his throat. Which is why he reaches with his right hand for the wrist of his left. Pulls from it the giant exorcising blade housed there in a burst of transformative light, and swings it backwards in broad upward sweep and a whoosh of chilled air. Humming with radiant power that makes the air dance and fills the entirety of their space with its presence and his billowed cloak. ]

Please don't move either. [ The words are polite, but his tone is clipped and stern. Soft-spoken as ever but deadly serious, as his eyes are focused not on Shouto but the demon staring back at him.

Doesn't move a muscle, realizing its unspoken words, but he grips the hilt of his sword held in warning above harder in response. My ass he is. ]


How long...

[ His throat starts to tighten, and his jaw works for a moment before he continues. His normally quiet voice rising and building in crescendo, twisting in a mix of rage and anguish at the sight of them both. ]

...how long has that thing been on your back?
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[personal profile] likethelight 2022-06-21 12:25 am (UTC)(link)
[ He can't see it. Allen's brows furrow at that, conflicted, as his mismatched pale and red-glowing eyes flicker between Shouto's and the demon in hesitation. Back and forth, and he grits his teeth when it licks the blood away, his sword arm shaking for a moment from trembled rage. Not yours, but he isn't going to dignify that with a response. But his posture tightens, every muscle tensed and instinct screaming to strike.

Not like a Beast. Not like any normal one at least; there's no soul in there that he can see, although he senses something like it, maybe the past remnants of one and something long withered now. No plaintive suffering of another-- just malice. He'd found small, shadowy creatures that were weak and clinging to the backs of people more and more over the last few days, strange things his eye had also screamed "Beast" for but were intangible wraiths that were easy to cleanse but he wondered about... but this thing?

A demon. An actual demon.

He swallows. ]


...do you trust me?

[ His gaze, looking down at Shouto and choosing to ignore the demon's leer for now, is gentler. Apologetic, tormented, conflicted-- but still determined. If I choose to do this, it could be really dangerous... And yet, as his stomach churns in revulsion from the creature lapping at and painting itself with the blood in giddy abandon--he finds that determination easier, and redoubles the grip on his sword. Keeps his stance wide and low, the blade swung back high.

It's a bad choice but there isn't any other. ]


When I say that I see something terrible on your back... [ it's low, soft, and serious ] ...do you trust me?
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[personal profile] likethelight 2022-06-21 03:07 am (UTC)(link)
[ When he doesn't answer him at first and begins to stand instead, forcing Allen to step back a pace and straighten a little as well, there's a briefly vulnerable sort of flicker in his pale grey eye. Uncertain, as if being briefly afraid of what that answer might be. Of what it might be again.

So when he says "I believe you," Allen lets out a shaky sort of breath that fogs in the chilled air lightly. Eyes softer for a moment as he meets the other boy's calm stare, before he gives a small nod and steels himself once again. ]


Alright. [ He adjusts his grip, the small cross dangling from the hilt clinking faintly as he does so. His voice stays gentle though, a myriad of small things flickering across his face in an expression that's ultimately accepting too. There's a bit of sweat on his brow, but that's the only uncertainty he'll let himself feel. One eye on Shouto, one eye on the demon as it's still lost itself in its drunken feeding.

Tim... if this doesn't go well... you know what to do. ]


I'm sorry... [ He lets his eyes close for a moment, so very gentle in demeanor that he radiates none of the violence one would expect from someone prepared to strike with such a sword.

I'm sorry I left you on your own with this. ]


I'm sorry I wasn't here sooner. [ Eyes snap open and he moves.

Not his body or his sword at first. Not radiating one ounce of battle intent while the demon seems distracted, ribbons from his cloak whip out again and this time bind 'round what appendages of the creature they can, soft and supply as they weave themselves in the air before pulling tight. It might not be entirely physical in this world but neither is Crown Clown, existing in the spiritual as well. Hand or wrists if he can, to pull those claws at his neck away or at least hold them steady. Don't flaunt your threats.

In the same breath he twists his wrist, twirling his sword around as easily as a baton to bring the point to bear... the sword that can only harm "that which is evil", that would cleanse the corruption in "human" flesh as gentle as a breeze while searing entities made of darkness with cold-burning radiance... and, putting aside the rising knot in his stomach-- plunges it straight through the both of them. Shouto and demon, friend and foe.

One strike flooded with so much care it's violent, to the core. ]
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[personal profile] likethelight 2022-06-21 07:11 am (UTC)(link)
[ "Sorry, I made you do this"? He's confused a bit by that too, though dwelling on it will have to come another time. In the meantime he holds fast his sword hand and heart both as he stabs clean through, as the thing he wouldn't easily admit is... that it scares him a little, honestly. Using his sword on a friend. He understood how his sword worked fully in his past life, but he doesn't understand it fully here. Doesn't understand all the myriad of different ways creatures can be corrupted and dark, how they can be "evil", and the lingering concern he sometimes has...

...what, here, might react similarly as when he tries to cut the Noah from a person?

Something about that demon's face and its malicious glee triggered some red flag in his mind. Something he probably should have listened to, even if that wouldn't have made a difference in action. But when Shouto starts screaming... doubled over, clutching at his head screaming like Tyki had screamed, like Allen had screamed... ]


Shouto?!? [ He whips back in startled terror, yanking his sword clear as the demon's voice booms again in victory, but it isn't soon enough. He's left wide open, stunned by his own horror over what he's done ( Was he not strong enough? Was it embedded into his soul somehow?), though even if weren't caught flat-footed he wouldn't be able to react quickly enough to realize what's about to happen. The first lick of flame appears and he realizes just how bad this is-- except it's far worse than even that.

Shit. He throws the sword aside and reaches out to the other boy, his cloak whipping itself up as if on its own. ]


Sho— [ Except Shouto bursts into literal flame in a way unlike even when he's lost control of his Quirk before, and Allen's voice is swallowed up by a boom he doesn't understand, so silent yet deafening that he can't hear himself, can't hear anything except the sudden excruciating pain in his head that's somehow audible as he's thrown back. Caught too off guard to protect himself as the ends of his own hair are lit on fire and there isn't even a sense of burning so much as his face and neck being seared, and the pain of it doesn't fully hit him yet.

Knocked clear off his feet, he lands in a smoldering pile of luminous white that's briefly motionless. ]
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[personal profile] likethelight 2022-07-21 01:25 pm (UTC)(link)
[ The moment Shouto wordlessly dipped down and scooped him up he'd been surprised and sputtered a bit, but any actual protest was also cut off when he blinked and caught sight of his face. Serious as always, but-- he just sighed a little instead, with a soft but fond sort of chide before he let his invocation go at long last. Even if that also meant facing the pain of having used it to push his legs far past where they were in their half-recovered state when Crown Clown fades, something he bit back with a grimace. But with Shouto carrying him, it isn't so bad. Not nearly as bad as it otherwise would have been.

Still not taking back the chide, though.

Entering the house, Allen blinks slightly though and cranes his head as he catches a faint burnt smell. Nothing seems out of place from what he can see though? And he glances quickly to Shouto to check his response, but he doesn't seem alarmed by that either. He's distracted when he realizes they're heading for the bath though— even moreso when Shouto just sets him on the edge of the tub and bends to help him with his boots. He just wants to get the sand out of his hair and clean enough to be able to head to bed and pass out too, but this sort of hurrying... He's quick to shrug off his coat, but looks a little alarmed when Shouto picks him up again. ]


Wait-- [ you wouldn't

--he is ]


What are you-- [ oh my godasdsgaytujdsyhdasjkda

He doesn't care if you're calmly just undressing yourself like a normal person now!! Shouto!! You!! ]


You... could have waited!! [ mfdsvbadhajdsa sputtering. he's soaked!! his clothes are soaked!! he has to take off wet clothes now!! ]
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[personal profile] likethelight 2022-07-21 05:15 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He hasn't taken them off yet because he's still kind of aghast you just waded right in and are using their bathwater for laundry with them in it!! So excuse him if he's gawking a little! Now there's sand in the bath!!

The request snaps him out of it through and draws a faint huff, looking away. Sulky blush? Sulky blush. ]


It's fine, I can manage it by myself. [ And he's reaching for his tie to undo it, since being fully clothed in a bath is really strange and uncomfortable. Fine. Fine! Nothing he can do about it now anyway... ]
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[personal profile] likethelight 2022-07-21 05:32 pm (UTC)(link)
[ That's... actually pretty smart he'd have to concede. Still could have given him a little warning... ]

? [ He glances back with a blink at that, his expression smoothing. It's not like he's actually mad after all. ]

Oh, no. It's fine. [ He tugs the tie off and unbuttons his vest quickly, shrugging it off so he can shake it off lightly in the water. Actually, now that he's paying attention, it is warmer than Shouto usually makes it and that makes Allen pause thoughtfully, expression becoming a bit more gentle. ]

Actually, it's really nice... My legs feel better.
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[personal profile] likethelight 2022-07-21 06:27 pm (UTC)(link)
[ So it was because he was thinking of him... He blinks lightly at that, before letting his gaze drop down to the water as he smiles very faintly to himself. Ah. That makes more sense now.

He pulls his gloves off with practiced precision, washes then lightly, then starts unbuttoning his white shirt with mismatched hands. ]


You thought of everything. [ Said still with that faint sort of smile, appreciative, and he makes quick work of his remaining clothes. Thankfully the water makes it a lot easier to as it takes the weight off his legs. Unfortunately his utility belt on his leg was not waterproof... as evidenced by a couple pieces of waterlogged hard candy he pulls out with a slight frown before discarding over the edge... but there wasn't anything important damaged. Unlike Shouto, he takes far more care with leaning back over the edge to deposit his wet, rinsed clothes on the floor after taking the time to fold them. Is he like this with all his clothes? Absolutely not, but with his uniform and the robes Sansa made him, yes. Although that's also basically all he has, so. He'll take a little longer than him in that regard.

Timcanpy, who's been quiet and hovering around them in the background this whole time, sits on the edge of the tub and makes pawing motions down at the clothing on the floor each time Allen sets a new piece down. Butt stuck up in the air and tail swishing about as he does so.

He breathes out finally and sinks down a little deeper into the water when he's done, actually able to appreciate it now that it doesn't feel like he has an additional 9kg of soggy fabric clinging to him. He had Crown Clown with him during the super-heated explosion, so he escaped real injury but... especially undressed now, the burns on his face stand out a lot more against how pale his skin otherwise is. He had no time to react and try to cover himself better, after all. It's also why he's avoiding dropping any lower into the water to get the heat on them. There's small cuts and scrapes on his face from debris and being thrown hard, but it's nothing major. He's endured worse. ]


I'm alright. [ His gaze flicks up to meet Shouto's, calm and relaxed now. ] I'm just really glad it's over.

What about you? [ You're the one who went through so much more than he did, after all. ]
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[personal profile] likethelight 2022-07-21 08:09 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He came close to splashing you a little in revenge for just waltzing him straight in, clothes and all. Though yes, Allen's idea of that (for someone like Shouto) would have just been to flick a little at him with his finger.

Also don't give him the idea they might be bath bombs. He'll just immediately latch onto the idea that there might be actual edible bath bombs out there and he needs to find them. (Also, those are fruit-flavored candies for the most part.)

But that answer is sobering, and Allen gets the feeling that something is weighing heavily on him just from catching how he's staring at him when he finally opens his eyes again after a moment to unwind. So he smiles gently, faint and bittersweet. ]


I know. [ He doesn't try to deny it; just says that very softly. ] I don't like seeing anyone get hurt, either. [ Least of all people important to him.

He's going to lean forward though, to reach over to grasp his hand lightly if he can. ]


You wouldn't mind getting hurt if it meant protecting me though, wouldn't you?

I don't mind it because it means we're both still here now.
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