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Alone
Who: Shouto and Allen + Dabi
What: June Event Prompt One. A few hours after THIS.
When: June 8th.
Where: The Farther Shores a mile away from the cherry blossom tree.
What: June Event Prompt One. A few hours after THIS.
When: June 8th.
Where: The Farther Shores a mile away from the cherry blossom tree.
“Alone”
BY EDGAR ALLAN POEThe nightmares started in April with the death of a friend.
Lying in a pool of Paleblood, clinging to the dying, the first seeds of corruption sank their teeth into his heart spreading doubt and fear. His brother's warm presence that first night kept him from spiraling to that end that forms every Beast in Trench. The next day, it was Amaterasu's guardian sapling that kept his nightmares at bay. He slept under the tranquil aura of the cherry blossom while he waited for his friend's return. For a week, it's calming influence kept his corruption levels low. Afterwards, it was Allen's kind and radiant presence in his home that maintained the sapling's work. It was only after Allen moved into Sancturary and Shouto returned to active duty with the Hunters that his levels started to rise. His omen kept strict watch on his levels waging war every time corruption started to spread, sending him back to the guardian sapling when his levels rose.
It usually happened late at night when his dreams turned against him, and he woke up in a frozen room with his heart beating frantically in his chest. He clung to Kizu those nights, burying his face into the snow leopards winter coat, finding solace in the cold. Ice crept past his sheets those mornings, covering both Sleeper and omen in a layer of frost. Yet, he managed to keep himself together. Foregoing sleep for more shifts with the Hunters until exhaustion forced him into a dreamless sleep after a few days.
Keeping his corruption to manageble levels was easier in the presence of his friends. His deep connection with them, kept the dark thoughts from finding purchase in his mind. Maybe that's why he spent so much time with them that second month after Allen's death. Accepting their invitations more readily, joining them for dinner, walking them home, going to parties. Their presence gave him a safe heaven, a place where dark thoughts didn't press on his mind, a respite from the nightmares. So, he slept, taking naps at every turn. Somehow, he managed to keep his corruption levels from spiraling out of control up until June when the demon arrived.
Prime for a takevoer, the demon found him in the midst of another nightmare and latched onto him the first day with Kizu nonethe wiser. It fed on him, plagued his every dream until his body couldn't keep up anymore and he stopped patrolling altogether on day five too tired to complete his rounds. Scrapes and bruises started appearing on his skin on day seven, and on day eight it sent him into a nightmare so frantic he lost control of his quirk, burning his surroundings. Terror set in then, afraid of himself unaware of his rising corruption levels. With the demon clinging to his back, his thoughts turned dark too quickly. Afraid, Shouto sought out his friends and found Allen's network post from a few weeks ago and he replied in search of a familiar face.
A hero agency.
The concept reminded him so much of home it eased some of the terror from his heart. Already feeling a little better, Shouto couldn't help but respond to ask him about his plans, offer his help. It'd give him an excuse to see him in person instead of conversing through the omini as they usually did these days, but the conversation turned sour when the Hunters were mentioned.
Dark thoughts crept into his mind so quickly, spreading like a disease. The demon was fully grown and it's influence more acute. Well fed, it was bigger than him now. The demon dug its claws into him, influencing his thoughts, turning them against him when the omen interfered but it was too late. It had grown too strong, held far too much influence and plunges him into a nightmare long before he reaches the guardian sapling.
When Allen arrives at the cherry blossom tree on the Farther shores, he'll find it empty. If he looks around, he might find a strange sight about a mile away. Upon inspection, he'll come across a glacier jutting out of the black sands, three stories high, and at it's center - at the level of the sand - lies an unmoving figure distorted by ice.
Shouto lies sleeping on the black sands, covered in frost, within an open space at the center of the glacier, cut off from the world. The demon clings to him, feeding readily while the carbon dioxide levels slowly increase.
From childhood’s hour I have not been
As others were—I have not seen
As others saw—I could not bring
My passions from a common spring—
From the same source I have not taken
My sorrow—I could not awaken
My heart to joy at the same tone—
And all I lov’d—I lov’d alone—
Then—in my childhood—in the dawn
Of a most stormy life—was drawn
From ev’ry depth of good and ill
The mystery which binds me still—
From the torrent, or the fountain—
From the red cliff of the mountain—
From the sun that ’round me roll’d
In its autumn tint of gold—
From the lightning in the sky
As it pass’d me flying by—
From the thunder, and the storm—
And the cloud that took the form
(When the rest of Heaven was blue)
Of a demon in my view—
Lying in a pool of Paleblood, clinging to the dying, the first seeds of corruption sank their teeth into his heart spreading doubt and fear. His brother's warm presence that first night kept him from spiraling to that end that forms every Beast in Trench. The next day, it was Amaterasu's guardian sapling that kept his nightmares at bay. He slept under the tranquil aura of the cherry blossom while he waited for his friend's return. For a week, it's calming influence kept his corruption levels low. Afterwards, it was Allen's kind and radiant presence in his home that maintained the sapling's work. It was only after Allen moved into Sancturary and Shouto returned to active duty with the Hunters that his levels started to rise. His omen kept strict watch on his levels waging war every time corruption started to spread, sending him back to the guardian sapling when his levels rose.
It usually happened late at night when his dreams turned against him, and he woke up in a frozen room with his heart beating frantically in his chest. He clung to Kizu those nights, burying his face into the snow leopards winter coat, finding solace in the cold. Ice crept past his sheets those mornings, covering both Sleeper and omen in a layer of frost. Yet, he managed to keep himself together. Foregoing sleep for more shifts with the Hunters until exhaustion forced him into a dreamless sleep after a few days.
Keeping his corruption to manageble levels was easier in the presence of his friends. His deep connection with them, kept the dark thoughts from finding purchase in his mind. Maybe that's why he spent so much time with them that second month after Allen's death. Accepting their invitations more readily, joining them for dinner, walking them home, going to parties. Their presence gave him a safe heaven, a place where dark thoughts didn't press on his mind, a respite from the nightmares. So, he slept, taking naps at every turn. Somehow, he managed to keep his corruption levels from spiraling out of control up until June when the demon arrived.
Prime for a takevoer, the demon found him in the midst of another nightmare and latched onto him the first day with Kizu nonethe wiser. It fed on him, plagued his every dream until his body couldn't keep up anymore and he stopped patrolling altogether on day five too tired to complete his rounds. Scrapes and bruises started appearing on his skin on day seven, and on day eight it sent him into a nightmare so frantic he lost control of his quirk, burning his surroundings. Terror set in then, afraid of himself unaware of his rising corruption levels. With the demon clinging to his back, his thoughts turned dark too quickly. Afraid, Shouto sought out his friends and found Allen's network post from a few weeks ago and he replied in search of a familiar face.
A hero agency.
The concept reminded him so much of home it eased some of the terror from his heart. Already feeling a little better, Shouto couldn't help but respond to ask him about his plans, offer his help. It'd give him an excuse to see him in person instead of conversing through the omini as they usually did these days, but the conversation turned sour when the Hunters were mentioned.
Dark thoughts crept into his mind so quickly, spreading like a disease. The demon was fully grown and it's influence more acute. Well fed, it was bigger than him now. The demon dug its claws into him, influencing his thoughts, turning them against him when the omen interfered but it was too late. It had grown too strong, held far too much influence and plunges him into a nightmare long before he reaches the guardian sapling.
When Allen arrives at the cherry blossom tree on the Farther shores, he'll find it empty. If he looks around, he might find a strange sight about a mile away. Upon inspection, he'll come across a glacier jutting out of the black sands, three stories high, and at it's center - at the level of the sand - lies an unmoving figure distorted by ice.
Shouto lies sleeping on the black sands, covered in frost, within an open space at the center of the glacier, cut off from the world. The demon clings to him, feeding readily while the carbon dioxide levels slowly increase.

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And in the process he let himself be blinded by all that and forgot something important. Again.
He had even admitted being afraid of as much to Viktor. "Somehow I feel like it was the wrong decision even if it was also the right one, moving here." The distracting, empty feeling he'd had when Sansa brought him things for his room he'd tried to brush aside. Even if that was always going to happen, wasn't it? One way or another, his staying with Shouto was temporary while he was recovering; he wouldn't want to be a bother and overstay his welcome after all. Except... part of him recognized that wasn't quite right, either. That his being there helped Shouto in a way as well, otherwise he wouldn't have even stayed as long as he did. That there was still lingering damage from all the events leading up to his death; grief is insidious like that. It's the literal story of Allen's own world.
Part of him knew. And it's why he said "And I can't help but feel it was a bad idea to leave him there alone after everything that happened." But this, that abrupt conversation that spun so quickly out of control...
You've been suffering, haven't you? And he wasn't there to see or do anything about it. That's what's on his thoughts as he races through town as quickly as he can, feeling maddeningly slow from the limitation of his crutches he's only recently graduated to using. Replaying that conversation and just how much he should have reached out more, how he should have tried to drop by in person to say hi and not just rely on communicating through Tim... every coulda, woulda, shoulda over and over. Shit.
Finding no one there at the tree is when he starts to realize maybe things are a lot worse even than he thought, though, as he also comes up short on having any other ideas where he could be. Were it not for the massive glacier in the distance that Tim tugs him towards, and Allen goes a little still as he tries to process what he's seeing so far off. ]
Tim, is that...? [ He doesn't need to wait for Timcanpy's confirming look, the dread creeping into his tone clicks into place and he's off running. Yes, running. Dropped his crutches where he stood and invoked his Crown Clown, ribbons from his cloak binding along his legs. It probably hurts tremendously, pushing them to a strain he's not yet ready for, but he doesn't care and it passes in a panicked blur anyway. Especially when he's about two thirds of the way there, and a buzzing ache that begins in his left eye, leaving him more startled even than the sight of the glacier. The curse coming alive as his left eyes washes black and red, focusing in on that distant pinprick. Not the ice, but inside the ice... Fuck, that was... Beast? Which is nauseating. Can't think about it. Can't think period.
The time it takes to reach the ice melts away though and he slams into it when he gets there. Tendrils of his cloak whipping out and burying themselves into it when he's close enough so he can yank himself forward with greater speed and strength and digging the long bladed claws of his left hand in deep both for purchase and in dread. He pounds on the ice with his right hand. ]
Shouto! [ Slamming his hand against the ice again, harder. Trying to reach him, or see. That figure inside, distorted in such a way he can't see it properly but that his left eye sees the dark and corrupted spiritual outline of so very clearly...
One that screams to his instincts Beast. ]
Can you hear me? Shouto!
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Ice chunks sheared off by the bladed claws hit the demon and the sleeping figure spasms from the pain, dragging him from the nightmare world of blood and terror. Chunks of ice, three feet wide and heavy, keep crashing down on the groggy figure who instinctively rolls away. Catching the faint sound of his name, dampened by the thickness of the ice, Shouto lifts a muddled head. Exhausted, he touches the groaning wall of ice making out a figure on the other side. He can't see them, but he recognizes the voice. ]
Al-- Allen?
[ Trapped by ice, he instinctively activates his left side melting through it too drained to recognize the fault in his action. The warming on the inside happens too quickly, causing the ice to rapidly expand, creating a chain reaction. CRACK! CRACK! CRACK! CRACK! The pressure rips the solid mass in half and the walls buckle under their own weight, caving in on themselves. ]
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He doesn't know Shouto started to melt the ice from inside, just heard his voice before the entire structure begins to crack through and he realizes a timer has started. Being berated by chunks and shards of ice shorn off from his half-intended assault on the outside aside, something he shrugs off with a momentary staggering as bruises he doesn't care about thanks to his cloak, he raises his left hand up then, power vibrating through his claws in a palpable building wave. Something he releases in an explosive upward slash, carefully aimed away from the figure inside, with a force that can pulverize stone. Gotta destroy what ice he can safely and clear a path before it collapses, even if probably won't have time to get them both out...
He leaps up nimbly into the space cleared by his attack, quick as a wink amidst ice blasted into snow and chunks that continue to fall. There's no time, so... punching through whatever ice remained in the way, he leaps directly to Shouto in the small hollow space, skidding and dropping into a low protective crouch over him as one leg swings wide around him and the other stays firmly planted to the other side. A crackling billow of light and white as his cloak spreads wide above them and seems to momentarily hang in the air, even as his eye pulses agonizingly with a heartbeat not his own at being so close to the thing it senses right there, right underneath him, right in his face. BeastBeastBeastBeast...
Taking a breath as he knows he has no time to figure it out or pull them out, he braces as his cloak hardens and winds itself into a protective shell around them and tucks in. ]
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The demon continues to siphon off his energy, looking like a mass of darkness attached to his back. With its legs firmly wrapped around his waist, he's forced to carry the extra bulk, slowing his movements. An explosion then rocks the foundation of the tower, dropping down large segments of ice that quickly turn to steam the closer they reach the figure below who keeps his eyes focused on-- Where is he?!
A loud noise draws his head up, catching sight of Allen crashing in from above. A spike of joy flits through him, stoppering the energy feeding the demon. In a moment of clarity, he remembers he's still hot, broiling, and flashes of his nightmares come to life, cutting off his quirk before Allen reaches the bottom.
With his arrival comes a smattering of ice chunks that no longer burn up from the sheer heat of his quirk. One of them comes crashing down on the crown of his head, knocking him down. He lands on hands and knees, head swimming from the impact revealing the massive demon clinging to his back. Bursts of light start to pop in front of his eyes in every shade of the rainbow. Blood drips onto the ground, red at first, then silver as it catches the moonlight.
On either side of him, he catches sight of Allen's boots. Stance spread wide, ready to brace for what comes next. What is he... The sound of an avalanche roaring down on top of them clues him in. ]
Allen... don't move.
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Pushing against the ground with shivering arms, he stumbles back, landing on his ass with legs spread wide. He breathes out a mist of cold and tips back his head to look at Allen looking like a complete disaster with his left eye shut against the fresh blood still dribbling down his collar, disappearing into his uniform. Behind him, the demon stares at that eye, watching it closely as its razor-sharp claws inch deeper into his throat in clear warning.
He's mine. ]
Are you... okay?
[ Voice still faint, he forms the words despite the itch in his throat before reaching for one of his canisters. Unclips it, pops open the top and starts cleaning up the blood on his face. ]
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Following Shouto's hand to the ice he had touched, he lets out a breath that's somewhere between amazed and irritated. Idiot, stop exerting yourself, he'd chide almost, mixed in with a surge of relief that he was that much himself still, if his attention wasn't on something far more horrifying. Yes, Shouto was there, was himself, and yet the thing that's clinging to his back as he rolls himself over, that's staring back at Allen with such quiet malice... ]
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Please don't move either. [ The words are polite, but his tone is clipped and stern. Soft-spoken as ever but deadly serious, as his eyes are focused not on Shouto but the demon staring back at him.
Doesn't move a muscle, realizing its unspoken words, but he grips the hilt of his sword held in warning above harder in response. My ass he is. ]
How long...
[ His throat starts to tighten, and his jaw works for a moment before he continues. His normally quiet voice rising and building in crescendo, twisting in a mix of rage and anguish at the sight of them both. ]
...how long has that thing been on your back?
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He stares, so utterly confused, looking up at Allen with that broad sword held at the ready, waiting for judgment. His fingers dig themselves into the black sand, limbs trembling with the sudden infusion of adrenaline he does nothing with unwilling to attack. Kizu is held at bay, raging against the confines of her prison, trapped within his ribcage. ]
... What's wrong?
[ Barely audible, it's all he can push past those claws digging into his throat. What are you looking at? He wants to ask. What are you seeing?
He can feel that thousand-mile stare brush past him just to his left and follows its trajectory. He turns his head slowly, over his shoulder, and stares directly at the demon. He sees nothing but ice. Feels a slight twinge at his cheek but that could also be his heart pounding in his chest from unclaimed adrenaline running through his veins or Kizu throwing herself at his ribcage demanding to be set free.
Presented with fresh blood, a forked tongue flicks out of the shadowy haze licking it off his cheek, claiming its share. The demon greets that deadly stare with a wicked smile that shows off razor-sharp teeth gleaming silver in the moonlight. ]
Mine.
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He turns his head around a second time, faster than the last. Peers over shoulders this time, down his back. Ice still clings to him, but there's nothing there he can see and it worries him. Didn't he once say he could see the corrupted souls? Was he... seeing him. Like Touya? The demon exacerbates that feeling of exposure while that forked tongue licks up more blood. In its intoxication, it becomes more corporeal revealing a humanoid creature with dark scales. It sucks at the blood within reach, drinking it with as much enthusiasm as a newly minted drug addict.
Shouto turns back to Allen. ]
What thing?
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Not like a Beast. Not like any normal one at least; there's no soul in there that he can see, although he senses something like it, maybe the past remnants of one and something long withered now. No plaintive suffering of another-- just malice. He'd found small, shadowy creatures that were weak and clinging to the backs of people more and more over the last few days, strange things his eye had also screamed "Beast" for but were intangible wraiths that were easy to cleanse but he wondered about... but this thing?
A demon. An actual demon.
He swallows. ]
...do you trust me?
[ His gaze, looking down at Shouto and choosing to ignore the demon's leer for now, is gentler. Apologetic, tormented, conflicted-- but still determined. If I choose to do this, it could be really dangerous... And yet, as his stomach churns in revulsion from the creature lapping at and painting itself with the blood in giddy abandon--he finds that determination easier, and redoubles the grip on his sword. Keeps his stance wide and low, the blade swung back high.
It's a bad choice but there isn't any other. ]
When I say that I see something terrible on your back... [ it's low, soft, and serious ] ...do you trust me?
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Sleeper and omen. Sleeper and demon.
Do you trust me?
Grey and teal meet grey and red.
Instead of answering he watches Allen's hesitation. Too many thoughts flash through his eyes, one after the other, zipping by before settling his resolve.
It's selfish, isn't it? To put this all on him? Kizu crashes against her prison, held back by the desires of a heart finally settling on what it wants. They both know what comes next. Saw it unfold when Allen ran his brother through with that same sword. It's better this way. Let it end, how it started. A storm brews inside him, Sleeper and omen, in conflict, but this time he takes the reins. I'm sorry. I always made you take the lead. This is why his brother hates him, isn't it? Weak and pathetic always following someone else's lead, even his omens. This time, please follow my lead.
Despite the warning not to move and that sword still held high, ready to strike him down should he disobey, Shouto starts to rise. He stumbles a little at first, feeling unbalanced, but makes it back to his feet in the end.
I trust him. Please trust him too.
Standing before him on equal ground, Shouto meets his eyes with calm acceptance. ]
I believe you. Please cut it out.
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So when he says "I believe you," Allen lets out a shaky sort of breath that fogs in the chilled air lightly. Eyes softer for a moment as he meets the other boy's calm stare, before he gives a small nod and steels himself once again. ]
Alright. [ He adjusts his grip, the small cross dangling from the hilt clinking faintly as he does so. His voice stays gentle though, a myriad of small things flickering across his face in an expression that's ultimately accepting too. There's a bit of sweat on his brow, but that's the only uncertainty he'll let himself feel. One eye on Shouto, one eye on the demon as it's still lost itself in its drunken feeding.
Tim... if this doesn't go well... you know what to do. ]
I'm sorry... [ He lets his eyes close for a moment, so very gentle in demeanor that he radiates none of the violence one would expect from someone prepared to strike with such a sword.
I'm sorry I left you on your own with this. ]
I'm sorry I wasn't here sooner. [ Eyes snap open and he moves.
Not his body or his sword at first. Not radiating one ounce of battle intent while the demon seems distracted, ribbons from his cloak whip out again and this time bind 'round what appendages of the creature they can, soft and supply as they weave themselves in the air before pulling tight. It might not be entirely physical in this world but neither is Crown Clown, existing in the spiritual as well. Hand or wrists if he can, to pull those claws at his neck away or at least hold them steady. Don't flaunt your threats.
In the same breath he twists his wrist, twirling his sword around as easily as a baton to bring the point to bear... the sword that can only harm "that which is evil", that would cleanse the corruption in "human" flesh as gentle as a breeze while searing entities made of darkness with cold-burning radiance... and, putting aside the rising knot in his stomach-- plunges it straight through the both of them. Shouto and demon, friend and foe.
One strike flooded with so much care it's violent, to the core. ]
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Sorry, I made you do this.
[ Who he's talking to - Allen or Kizu - is unclear, but the omen balks at the apology. A new horizon shapes itself before her, and she grows frantic at the prospect. No longer free to roam, bound by orders, caged within her haven. The twisted logic burrows itself into her psyche, where corruption takes root. Fueled by the blood he never had the chance to clean. It feeds the demon entangled in his psyche, corrupting his omen. Corrupting him. With Allen there, Shouto staves off its influence a little longer, but Kizu doesn't have that luxury. Shunned by her Sleeper, it embeds itself within her, corrupting them, raising his levels past mid-tear for the first time.
Salvation comes in the form of a sword.
It cuts through him, carving out the evil from root to stem. First, the corruption, old and new, Allen saves the duo from Beasthood. Then the demon, the one neither of them caught, feeding off of him, inciting his nightmares. The sword rams straight through it too.
A heartbeat passes.
The stabbing pressure around his neck abruptly slackens.
Another beat.
The stomach wound becomes unbearable. His mouth twists, grimacing at the very real pain of being stabbed, but there's no wound, no blood to mar the moment.
A third beat.
Kizu, quenched of her corruption, wavers with doubt, so very hesitant, wondering if she was wrong. ]
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[ Allen's sword fails to cut the demon from its treasure horde.
Shouto's heartbeat shoots up, the clamor of Kizu's rage unmatched when he starts screaming. Clutching at his bleeding head, fingers digging into his scalp. The monster in the pit roars with murderous triumph. Reckless, savage, maddened by rage. Born of nightmares uncontested, it ravages his psyche with malice and spite, setting his mind ablaze. Setting him ablaze, reaching temperatures unmatched in a fraction of a second causing an explosive expansion of air that sends a shockwave through the tower of ice, bursting it from the inside out in a sonic boom. ]
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...what, here, might react similarly as when he tries to cut the Noah from a person?
Something about that demon's face and its malicious glee triggered some red flag in his mind. Something he probably should have listened to, even if that wouldn't have made a difference in action. But when Shouto starts screaming... doubled over, clutching at his head screaming like Tyki had screamed, like Allen had screamed... ]
Shouto?!? [ He whips back in startled terror, yanking his sword clear as the demon's voice booms again in victory, but it isn't soon enough. He's left wide open, stunned by his own horror over what he's done ( Was he not strong enough? Was it embedded into his soul somehow?), though even if weren't caught flat-footed he wouldn't be able to react quickly enough to realize what's about to happen. The first lick of flame appears and he realizes just how bad this is-- except it's far worse than even that.
Shit. He throws the sword aside and reaches out to the other boy, his cloak whipping itself up as if on its own. ]
Sho— [ Except Shouto bursts into literal flame in a way unlike even when he's lost control of his Quirk before, and Allen's voice is swallowed up by a boom he doesn't understand, so silent yet deafening that he can't hear himself, can't hear anything except the sudden excruciating pain in his head that's somehow audible as he's thrown back. Caught too off guard to protect himself as the ends of his own hair are lit on fire and there isn't even a sense of burning so much as his face and neck being seared, and the pain of it doesn't fully hit him yet.
Knocked clear off his feet, he lands in a smoldering pile of luminous white that's briefly motionless. ]
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laughs weakly at the irony... :')
*not "here" currently*
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you shit
actually since we know their headspace now/finished the nightmare... have someone else instead!
You know they're both nothing but trouble!
/does not understand this irony
#shouto?
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/runs so hard with this because Ideas
Be free~
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how this ended in a pile of disaster i don't know but im laughing
I stand by all of this little clown
who are you calling little!!!
If the clown shoe fits!
they're oversized so that means they're more likely to fit *you*!
So, what you're saying is, he pulls off clown shoes better than you.
won't know 'til we put you in them and try </3
Like Cinderalla? You're on.
oh my fucking god-- yes. with ice-glass clown shoes
If someone catches them trying on ice clown shoes, they're gonna have questions.
when wouldn't people have Questions about just about anything they do...
Touche. Let the fitting begin! /bends over to put them on Allen's feet/
that moment where he sweats and wonders how his life led to this moment.... shouto pls-
Wonder no more, he'll make every dreaded moment come true~
how prince charming of you :|
Don't worry, you can be his Princess.
how dare you point out his true nature as a shoujo protagonist
If the ice clown shoe fits... I guess we found our winner. Always knew you were the best Clown!
</3 </3 </3 all his debts are now yours, congratulations
Debts are easier to handle than family issues. He'll just turn to modeling~
modeling... /stares at stripper Allen, which is in fact omake canon re: his debts
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Fallout - Allen
Seeing his brother there when he awoke still feels like a dream. One that leaves him with more questions than answers yet ultimately gives him hope for a better tomorrow. Having faced his fears and admitted deeply held truths in that dream world, he wants to hold onto that part of him more strongly. His family. Touya. What had Uraraka asked him? What would like to do once everything back home is back to normal? His answer had come easily: I'd like to have a meal with my brother. Maybe he doesn't have to wait until they return. Maybe he can have that here, in Trench, where they've fallen into a rhythm that's not all hate. Even if something happens in the future, Shouto wants to make that yearning into reality.
The moon starts to wane in the night sky, closer to dawn than dusk when he enters his home. He carries Allen inside. His invocation is no longer active. He spent himself in his search for him through the beach and fighting the demon in his dreamscape. Shouto never saw it, and in the end, he was far more captured by Allen to pay its passing any heed, but when he remembers what it did to his omen, his anger stirs to the forefront. With his emotions in flux, he's a little bolder and relatively ill-mannered. Case in point, the moment he saw Allen struggling on their return home, he didn't ask about his condition - he could see it - didn't even ask if he could help. He simply scooped him up into his arms and continued their trek home on his ice. When his cloak disappeared, he saw Allen's true state. Legs trembling from holding a weight they couldn't support so easily anymore, muscle spasming from overextending himself, sweat on his brow. Aware that he'd run himself ragged because of him, Shouto didn't chastise him. He simply took action, holding him close to his chest once he had him in his arms.
Walking through the wooden hallway of his home, he makes a point of avoiding his scorched room. The demon had entwined himself in his psyche so deeply and plunged him into nightmares so thoroughly, he lost control of his quirk in the real world. He burned his futon and a good portion of the tatami mats near his sleeping area. Some items hadn't been damaged, while others were turned to ash. If it wasn't for Kizu, he might have burnt it all to the ground, not just his room but the entire place. He spent nearly half a year repairing it, replacing rotten floorboards with newly polished wood. Carefully, bleeding himself to buy the supplies needed to turn it from the run-down place he'd found to what it was today.
He heads for the bath, the place he spent most of his time repairing, knowing exactly what he wanted, only not knowing how to do it. It took a lot of trial and error and a lot of long hours into the night to transform it into the large expanse of stone flooring with a large wooden bath as the centerpiece. He reaches it in a few strides and seats himself at the edge of the bath. With Allen carefully seated next to him. He dips his left arm into the river water, filtered by sediment and ceramic traps that he changes religiously every few months. Heat pours out of his left hand, warming the water just above hot to aid in muscle recovery. Warming the bath takes no more than a few seconds, his quirk useful in these small tasks. When he's done, he crouches down in front of Allen to remove his boots before discarding his own in the process. Aware of Allen's modesty, he knows it would take too long to clean themselves up before entering the bath, so he skips that step entirely. Lifting Allen back into his arms, he heads straight into the bath. Fully clothed, Shouto enters the bath with Allen and sets him down on a wooden bench beneath the heated water. Once inside, Shouto starts stripping, using the bath as a make-shift laundry service and bath all in one. ]
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Still not taking back the chide, though.
Entering the house, Allen blinks slightly though and cranes his head as he catches a faint burnt smell. Nothing seems out of place from what he can see though? And he glances quickly to Shouto to check his response, but he doesn't seem alarmed by that either. He's distracted when he realizes they're heading for the bath though— even moreso when Shouto just sets him on the edge of the tub and bends to help him with his boots. He just wants to get the sand out of his hair and clean enough to be able to head to bed and pass out too, but this sort of hurrying... He's quick to shrug off his coat, but looks a little alarmed when Shouto picks him up again. ]
Wait-- [ you wouldn't
--he is ]
What are you-- [ oh my godasdsgaytujdsyhdasjkda
He doesn't care if you're calmly just undressing yourself like a normal person now!! Shouto!! You!! ]
You... could have waited!! [ mfdsvbadhajdsa sputtering. he's soaked!! his clothes are soaked!! he has to take off wet clothes now!! ]
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Do you need help removing your clothes?
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The request snaps him out of it through and draws a faint huff, looking away. Sulky blush? Sulky blush. ]
It's fine, I can manage it by myself. [ And he's reaching for his tie to undo it, since being fully clothed in a bath is really strange and uncomfortable. Fine. Fine! Nothing he can do about it now anyway... ]
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The huff does little to enlighten him, but the faint blush has him thinking something else. ]
Is the water too warm? I can cool it down if it's too hot for you.
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? [ He glances back with a blink at that, his expression smoothing. It's not like he's actually mad after all. ]
Oh, no. It's fine. [ He tugs the tie off and unbuttons his vest quickly, shrugging it off so he can shake it off lightly in the water. Actually, now that he's paying attention, it is warmer than Shouto usually makes it and that makes Allen pause thoughtfully, expression becoming a bit more gentle. ]
Actually, it's really nice... My legs feel better.
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[ To help ease his pain. He researched the subject while Allen was confined to his wheelchair. He wanted to help once the blood price was paid, and he started moving again. Muscle therapy was key, but his first aid lessons skimmed over the information, so when he found a book on muscle therapy, he picked it up for a bargain of half a pint. ]
When you're done rinsing, I'll drain the water and refill it with fresh river water. [ He strips out of his top and washes it lightly in front of him. ] It's filtered, so you don't need to worry about more dirt coming in.
[ He explains while tossing the jacket behind him in one easy move. It lands on the stone floor in a wet heap before he moves on to his utility belt. It looks almost pristine now that it's gotten dunked in the water. The metal canisters are air-tight, so there's no possibility of water getting through, making them easy to wash. He's very mechanical in his movements, almost as if he's done this before - he has! He makes easy work of his belt, pants, underwear, and socks. Each receiving a light washing before ending up in a heap outside the bath. When he's done, he's left sitting across from Allen, watching him closely, in search of any further injuries. ]
How are you feeling?
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He pulls his gloves off with practiced precision, washes then lightly, then starts unbuttoning his white shirt with mismatched hands. ]
You thought of everything. [ Said still with that faint sort of smile, appreciative, and he makes quick work of his remaining clothes. Thankfully the water makes it a lot easier to as it takes the weight off his legs. Unfortunately his utility belt on his leg was not waterproof... as evidenced by a couple pieces of waterlogged hard candy he pulls out with a slight frown before discarding over the edge... but there wasn't anything important damaged. Unlike Shouto, he takes far more care with leaning back over the edge to deposit his wet, rinsed clothes on the floor after taking the time to fold them. Is he like this with all his clothes? Absolutely not, but with his uniform and the robes Sansa made him, yes. Although that's also basically all he has, so. He'll take a little longer than him in that regard.
Timcanpy, who's been quiet and hovering around them in the background this whole time, sits on the edge of the tub and makes pawing motions down at the clothing on the floor each time Allen sets a new piece down. Butt stuck up in the air and tail swishing about as he does so.
He breathes out finally and sinks down a little deeper into the water when he's done, actually able to appreciate it now that it doesn't feel like he has an additional 9kg of soggy fabric clinging to him. He had Crown Clown with him during the super-heated explosion, so he escaped real injury but... especially undressed now, the burns on his face stand out a lot more against how pale his skin otherwise is. He had no time to react and try to cover himself better, after all. It's also why he's avoiding dropping any lower into the water to get the heat on them. There's small cuts and scrapes on his face from debris and being thrown hard, but it's nothing major. He's endured worse. ]
I'm alright. [ His gaze flicks up to meet Shouto's, calm and relaxed now. ] I'm just really glad it's over.
What about you? [ You're the one who went through so much more than he did, after all. ]
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[ He says quietly, his attention on the neat manner he conducts himself while removing his clothes. He's used to bathing with his rowdy classmates who dive bomb into the bath and end up splashing each other until the whole room is wet and slippery, forcing them to be careful on their way out. He's usually the neater one of the bunch, but Allen is different: coy, thoughtful, and precise in his movements. A picture that's immediately shattered when that candy starts floating in the bath.
He blinks, confused and a little... fascinated. How many does he have? He doesn't comment on the floating sugar bombs - that's not the right bath bombs Allen! - and scoops one up that comes floating in his direction, examining it long enough to take note of the brand before tossing it out bath (like a heathen!). At least he aims for the general direction of his water-logged clothes. When he returns his attention to the pair, he finds Tim peeking over the ledge with his butt in the air, wiggling his tail back and forth in his attempt to safeguard his bounty. He must really like his clothes. Another detail to add to the growing puzzle piece that started to take center stage without his knowledge.
He's staring outright by the time he's done, assessing the burn marks along with the small nicks and cuts. That answer gets swept under the rug, barely acknowledged as he forms a plan of action (first aid) when they get out of the bath. ]
I don't like it that you or Kizu got hurt. [ He looks down at the steaming water. ] Touya was there too. [ Fighting off the beast under the sand. ]
... I don't want to see any of you hurt.
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Also don't give him the idea they might be bath bombs. He'll just immediately latch onto the idea that there might be actual edible bath bombs out there and he needs to find them. (Also, those are fruit-flavored candies for the most part.)
But that answer is sobering, and Allen gets the feeling that something is weighing heavily on him just from catching how he's staring at him when he finally opens his eyes again after a moment to unwind. So he smiles gently, faint and bittersweet. ]
I know. [ He doesn't try to deny it; just says that very softly. ] I don't like seeing anyone get hurt, either. [ Least of all people important to him.
He's going to lean forward though, to reach over to grasp his hand lightly if he can. ]
You wouldn't mind getting hurt if it meant protecting me though, wouldn't you?
I don't mind it because it means we're both still here now.
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