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⛧ Aʟʟᴇɴ "ɴᴏᴛ ᴀ ᴘʀɪᴇsᴛ" Wᴀʟᴋᴇʀ ★ ([personal profile] likethelight) wrote in [community profile] deercountry2022-09-18 01:29 pm

All that I am

Who: Allen Walker and Shouto Todoroki with guest appearances by The Fourteenth...
What: September Paleblood effects, and getting trapped in a version of Allen's horrific world and life for a time courtesy of a cursed book/the Absolute Immersion prompt 🙂 Many CW for mentions and flashbacks of Allen's very abusive childhood. also red light districts. (to date: pet death/abuse, child abuse, suicidal impulses of a child)
When: Later September
Where: Their house, and then Victorian England sorta


[ When Shouto had become blind, it had been Allen who fret and fussed more than he needed to. Hovering by his side and always ready to take his arm and steer him gently this way or that, explaining whatever the goings-on were with an animated chatter born first from concern and then increasingly just out of enjoying conversing so later on. Describing the world and especially the people around them like someone reading a particularly good story aloud might and getting caught up in it with an actual delight.

It wasn't so bad for him after all, he'd say, since he lost first his sense of taste (that was insulting but something he dealt with just by pouting at dinnertime) and then touch. Annoyances more than anything, nothing that bad. Touch bothered him more than he thought it would, leaving him staring down at his hands with an unsettled expression from time to time when he thought no one was looking, but he tried to avoid letting that on.

When Allen lost his sense of sight, he became almost unsettlingly... quiet, actually. Not complaining even a little. But off, perpetually distracted and a little jumpy at the slightest noise or sense of movement. With it ironically around the same time Shouto finally regained his own vision. Something he expressed relief for -- it'd be rather silly and unfortunate for them to both lose their sense of sight at the same time, wouldn't it? -- but that was a little hollow too.

Whether Shouto thought to read to him or it happened by accident when Allen was half-dozing near him one day when he asked him out of bored senseless curiosity what he was reading, it was one of the few things that made him perk up. Even if he usually dozed off on him, it was comfortably and amicably so and eased a lot of his restlessness. Something he started to look forward to and ask him a little more eagerly each time what he was reading that day.

Today, he wrinkled his nose at the smell of this new book when he came back with it. Musty and old, and something that just... unsettled him on some very deep, instinctive level. Like if black magic had a smell. Easy enough to pass off at the explanation it was handed to him from someone in Gaze offering free books to passerby, everything there was a little weird and derelict, and the explanation it was a story (apparently) about an exorcist who saved souls was enough to both baffle and intrigue him. Weirdly... spot on, wasn't that? But curiosity alone was a good enough reason for him to shelve any misgivings and settle in, leaning his chin on his shoulder and peering over like he was actually trying to peek at the pages he couldn't see. Also, Shouto's monotone could put anyone at ease (and to sleep). Allen's disarmed and lulled off pretty quickly, relaxing as the tale begins and meanders vaguely around a nameless boy who loved too much. Who was thrown at odds against the home he had always known first for wanting to save those they wanted him to destroy, and then for finding out he was fated to become their enemy and the very thing that would destroy them and the world.

Allen stops dozing off and becomes very awake. Very quiet, and very still.

Shouto can get to the part where the boy says goodbye and leaves in order to keep his home safe, and that's when Allen will fumble for his hand. Grasping his wrist tightly with alarmed urgency. ]


Shouto. [ It's laced with a strange sort of fear, a rising panic. Stop reading.

It's also too late.

Reality... warps. Uncomfortably so, like vertigo but pulling your soul inside-out instead of your stomach. It feels like falling. Falling forward into freefall, which... is accurate. At first it feels like falling into a vacuum, and then the wind is quickly rushing past their ears. They burst through what feels like a thin glass pane of light that shatters harmlessly around them and melt away, geometric patterns in the sky, and the air is crisp and cold; the first kiss of winter, and for the first time smelling clean and entirely without the odor of blood, decay, and industry that clings to Trench. Into the middle of a city park, rows of brick Victorian buildings lining the sides of it with a clocktower and castle in the distance.

They're also about fifty feet up in the air, upside-down and in rapid freefall. ]
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[personal profile] swellter 2022-09-30 07:16 pm (UTC)(link)
[ By the time they've both covered up their most prominent features, Shouto looks at Allen, who's gone quiet. He notes the gentleness in his eyes, watching it turn hollow when he mentions the coming night. He starts forming plans out loud, moving on, yet he doesn't move on; doesn't budge an inch.

Squeezing his hand, Shouto looks at him with concern behind his dual-colored eyes while emitting a gentle heat to keep him warm. He doesn't mean to go against him, he just wants to know -- ]


What's wrong?
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[personal profile] swellter 2022-09-30 11:08 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Cheated? But how... do you cheat at poker? He's almost more fascinated with the 'how' of it, more than the 'why', yet that 'why' has him reevaluating his entire view of him. You didn't think you could win, so you used deception to make sure you could?

Was that the reason? Even more astounding, he'd been standing right behind him and didn't see a thing. He's reminded of Shinsou, and his brainwash quirk, except Shinsou didn't have any other abilities to fall back on. Allen did. Why did you choose deception over your Innocence?

The 'why' suddenly feels more important than the 'how' in a mental reversal anyone would be hard-pressed to follow. Shouto stares, baffled by his motivations than the act itself. Am I... missing something? The question sets him on a route of doubt of his own making. Without Kizu to question his thoughts, it takes root in his mind while he remains silent. ]
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[personal profile] swellter 2022-09-30 11:10 pm (UTC)(link)
[ None the wiser of the seed that's been planted in his mind, Shouto shifts his focus to Allen. His concern for him overrides any of his misgivings and listens to his instead. His own qualms soon settle down, perhaps because he listens with the intent to understand than to comment, or maybe it's the soft touch of lips on his knuckles. The reason doesn't matter, only the outcome. His thoughts calm, catching the uneasiness rolling off of Allen. It's rare for Shouto to read someone, even rarer to be certain of his answer when faced with their adversity. ]

It is real.

[ He holds his chin between his thumb and forefinger and tips his head up to meet his eyes. ]

Even if it's a test, I can still warm you when you're cold.

[ Do you understand? ]

If I hold you, it's you I'm holding.

This is real.
Edited 2022-09-30 23:17 (UTC)
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[personal profile] swellter 2022-10-01 01:37 am (UTC)(link)
[ Slow and precise in his movements, Allen gives no doubt of his intent. Shouto follows the motion until thumb and forefinger lose their grip on his chin and slide down his collar. Their lips meet, and his breath catches caught in his orbit. When Allen pulls back, he can still feel his presence in the tingling sensation on his mouth and grows exceedingly warm under his touch.

The gentle nuzzling is what finally tips him over the edge. His fingers twitch against his collar, leaving an imprint of heat as he tries to corral his quirk, and ends up burying his nose against his neck. His cheeks grow hot as the pendulum swings left on its own, and he wraps his arms around him to hold him still as if that will stop him from wreaking havoc. ]


You...

[ You always manage to-- ]

I don't feel at ease at all.
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[personal profile] swellter 2022-10-01 03:09 am (UTC)(link)
[ Motionless, he breathes heavily against his neck. The heat disperses, warm instead of hot, and keeps dropping tempered into submission. ]

What's all this here then?

[ A man in a chocolate-stained apron stands in front of a patisserie across the street. Behind his great bulk, a kid just barely in his teens, stands as backup. He clutches a clean tea towel in his hands and wears a similar apron a lot cleaner than the man who narrows his blue eyes on them. Inside the shop, a dozen eyes watch them. Some stare in shock, others with distaste, and a few bare nothing but abhorrence. Whispers flood the street from the open doors. ]

Take that nonsense away from here, ya hear me?

[ The man steps forward, holding a wooden rolling pin like a menacing club. The kid comes forward too, though he stays behind the man who he bares a resemblance to. The sudden address has Shouto lifting his head from Allen and looking up. Someone gasps, another makes the sign of the cross. His eyes! A demon! Movement erupts inside the shop, and a few men start for the door. ]

This place is for decent folk. Now go back to where you came from. Ain't no one wanting you around here, so leave before my boy calls the constable.

[ The man turns his head to the kid who clutches the tea towel to his chest. The man nods at him, and it takes the kid no more than a second to take off at a dead run. Shouto watches the kid run down the street, looking confused and more than a little lost. ]

What nonsense?
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[personal profile] swellter 2022-10-01 04:16 am (UTC)(link)
Hate?

[ His eyes stretch wide at the implication, and he looks at the crowd gathered near the windows.

Mama, I'm scared. A little girl cries, and her mother picks her up, clutching her to her breast. It's alright, darling. You have your rosary, remember? The one Father Hoyt gave you? No demons can hurt you so long as you have it on.

The little girl clings to her, and the woman looks up just in time to catch him watching them. She startles, eyes wide with fear, and quickly takes her daughter away from the window to hide her away. Seeing this, Shouto grows cold in Allen's grip as realization slowly dawns. ]


They're... scared of me.

[ He doesn't argue after that, doesn't ask further questions. He simply follows him into the alley, letting the darkness swallow them. ]
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[personal profile] swellter 2022-10-01 07:05 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He walks in silence until his heart starts to uncoil from the truth he's uncovered in that short exchange. She was scared of my eyes. Memories of his mother's last days with him come to light. The way she looked at him when she got worked up. It was that same wild-eyed fearful look that stared back at him after the bandages came off, revealing the scar he'd bare the rest of his life. He deserved it for making her break, for keeping her a prisoner in that institution just like his father. For being the reason why his family fell apart.

He breathes heavily, the cold crackling inside his chest, numbing him to that pain. A cold fog expels from his lungs, and Shouto realizes how cold he's grown and attempts to let go of Allen, who holds onto him despite the insistent tug. His grip fastens tightly around his wrist. Shouto concedes to him and turns his efforts inward. His part in his mother's mental breakdown was once a shackle that held him down. Before UA, before his friends, he used to blame himself. He knew better now. In his journey to know himself, he discarded that chain. He was a child. Too young to know what was happening or how to stop it. The same truth held firm here. He didn't do anything to glean their mistrust and hate. It wasn't his fault.

With that thought firmly held in his heart, he starts to warm. When they reach the inn, he's no longer cold to the touch. This time, he lets Allen do the talking. He watches from behind, staring up at the woman. Everything seems to be going well until she looks at him, startles, and swiftly throws them out.

His temperature stays neutral.

The next place plays out in the same manner. And the next, and the next one after that. The pattern is obvious to anyone paying attention. So, by the time they reach the third place, Shouto stares at the ground while Allen - He's tired, isn't he? - tries to find them a room and gets the same reception which startles Shouto more than anything he's uncovered so far. It... isn't just me. He realizes and starts to look back at their previous encounters. They weren't just scared of me. They were scared of you too... That galvanizes him into action, and he stands shoulder to shoulder with Allen after that. Stops looking down, even when the patron of the fourth inn gives him a callous 'Get out.' No matter, Shouto keeps Allen warm with his quirk.

Stubbornly, Shouto hooks his arm around Allen's and wraps him in an invisible shield of heat around him. It radiates off his entire person throughout their next walk which is longer than the last, and the night only grows colder, which prompts a few offers to carry him. When they reach the colorful district, the bright lights wash out everything, and the people who walk the street at this time of night seem bolder because of it. They still get a few startled looks. Mostly from people who get too close, touching on that bubble of warmth. They stare, dumbfounded, but soon shrug it off when they tell themselves it was the wind from someone opening up one of the nearby shops promising discounts of every kind.

Shouto stays closer to Allen, shoulder pressing against his, as he watches the people more than the shops. He's been to Tokyo a few times. Its streets were brighter than this, the crowds larger. They moved through the well-ordered city at a fast pace, but this was more... laid back. Everything was less ordered, the people who walked the streets more... ]


They look... different.

[ He murmurs near his ear. Different from the people he's grown accustomed to in the other districts, Allen took him too. These people hold his gaze, cock their head at him, and smile. He has more than a few staring contests, all of which get disrupted by the crowds as Allen keeps them moving and Shouto loses sight of them. When they arrive at the fifth inn, Allen looks ready to fall on his face. Shouto thinks if they get turned away here, he'll grab Allen and set them up in a makeshift shelter. With his quirk, it's the obvious choice. He can keep him warm.

With that thought in mind, he stands by his side, looking straight at the woman without blinking when she looks them over. Shouto almost wants her to throw them out so he can take Allen and put him to bed, so when she slides the key across the counter, he's half-shocked, half-grateful. His expression softens when he looks at Allen, who looks just as surprised as him. He understands why and makes sure to ask about food and bathing accommodations. Once he gets his answer, he nods at her and turns to Allen, picking him off the ground without a word. Then starts up the stairs with him in tow, letting him open the door without setting him down. ]
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[personal profile] swellter 2022-10-01 10:33 pm (UTC)(link)
Okay.

[ He says without looking at him and heads straight for the tub setting him inside. ]

Your clothes smell.

[ Is all he says as he deposits him into the tub and proceeds to work the water, adding a touch of heat where it's needed. Yes, he means to wash you and your clothes.

The fastest point from point A to point B is a straight line. ]
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[personal profile] swellter 2022-10-01 11:10 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Oh, you think he doesn't mean to soak your boots too? ]

I'm next after you're done.

[ SPLASH! ]

Is there any soap?
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[personal profile] swellter 2022-10-01 11:34 pm (UTC)(link)
[ His clothes are spefically made for him. Every piece threaded from a high-end material developed in a lab specifically FOR him to withstand not only extreme heat but extreme cold. Even his father's clothes, meant to withstand the hottest temperatures, can't hold up to the extreme cold he produces regularly. Anything that can't withstand his quirk breaks off at low temperatures or is reduced to ash. He goes through clothes like Allen goes through food, unless he's extremely careful. With that in mind, he has absolutely no idea how to take care of regular clothes. This is why he pays someone to do his laundry. Before that, he did exactly what he's doing now. ]

It's better to clean the clothes first, then ourselves. We'll smell less.

[ Is he saying you smell? Of course, but he's not excluding himself in that statement either.

Question answered he searches for the soap while Allen goes through the first wash cycle. ]
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[personal profile] swellter 2022-10-01 11:52 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He hears you. ]

Okay, stand up.

[ He walks back to the tub, raises his hands, sets them apart by an inch and out comes pouring water on top of Allen's head at a perfectly warm temperature.

He's made a shower for you. Be happy. ]


You can unplug the drain now.
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[personal profile] swellter 2022-10-02 12:11 am (UTC)(link)
[ And down he goes, hits the water with his mouth wide open. The dirty water crashes against the edge of the tub and keeps going right over the lip straight onto the floor as Shouto rises from the dark waters. His right side sports grey hair instead of white, the grime setting in.

Why did you--

He stares at Allen, looking more confused than offended. Did you... ]


Did you want to take a bath together?
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[personal profile] swellter 2022-10-02 12:37 am (UTC)(link)
Then, why did you--hmph

[ He gets a face full of Allen and gets pushed back into the grey water. This time the splash isn't nearly so high. When he gets up this time, he stares up at Allen with disbelief as he sits in the tub with his hands splayed on either side. ]

Are you... trying to drown me?

[ Did he... Did he get switched with someone else? No...he was with him the entire time. Then what? Possessed? Was there a ghost in this room?! ]
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